Happy Or Not....

it started out alright when...i know the cause of wad happen ytd...i just couldn't understand why apologising is wrong..i felt guilty so i apologise la..wads wrong with that! i dunno why...why can't ppl just think simple..why is our minds so complicated...its just a simple apology..and it turn out like this..i just don't understand.we were so well b4 the holidays but when school reopen somehow something changed...i dunno wad i've done wrong...therefore i just leave it as it is.i use to love K but its a friend type of love but..somehow things change..and i dunno why..i've always wanted to ask but i guess its not tht important to u huh? i don't think i did anything to you,i just hate it la..everytime i'm close to someone,things turn out bad...i just a unlucky person maybe..i'm a simple person as long as ppl treat me nice i'll be nice too..i think after today things are gonna be worse isn't it? i dun wanna think abt it...if i've said or done anything tht hurt any of you..i hearby apologise...i'm sorry!

another thing is...i lost my phone..=( stupid malaysian..whoever u are..u are mean...how can u do tht to me..even if i left it..i should hv answered my call when i called...u stupid person!
i want my phone back..its only 4 months old..haih..now i know how fortunate i am b4..so sad....=(

now the happy side....

haha...happy birthday edward!happy ler...haha..u should see his face when he saw our cake,all so funny...hahah...derrick bought the cream,claire bake most of the cake and i bought the yucky cherry!..hahah..and the round hoop thing hoor claire?! ahha..damn cool man..so touched ler!
friends forever!.have fun edward!u make me feel proud of myself man..haha..so cool! haha..taa=).till next time..


love,
jo ee
thx baby 4 always being there 4 me.

dedicated to you!

this is me and my baby calson. i dunno..i'm a really bad person i guess...i'm always being very very very demanding and so not understanding at all..from the looks of it..its like i don't really want him..but deep inside i do!

this is wad made me so emo suddenly...

joee: wad will u do if u only have 24 hours left and that u can do anything in this world?

baby: i'll spend two hours eating all the food in the world and i'll spend the other 22 hours hugging you while lying down on my bed.

although it may seem simple..but to me its the most touching thing i've ever heard.he wants to spend his life with me..i know ppl always say tht guy's words can never be trusted,but words said by him is true! all true..he'll never lie to me..no pick up lines..all frm the bottom of his heart! although i always doubt his love but..somehow deep inside i believed..and i know tht everything will be alright again..i've even cheated on him once..or maybe twice..(but the 2nd time..not really)..he still loved me till this day..and we've been through so much..so much more than other couples our age..! none of you can ever imagine how hard it is 4 us to be in this relationship 4 so long.its like everyone's always in our way! back off all u stupid ppl! dun ever break us apart and even if u do,we'll still love each other! he promised me that.the most important thing is,i love the way his hand always touches mine..its so gentle and so loving..thank you baby! thank you for everything! i owe u alot and i'm no good at words and thsi is the best i can do,i hope u like it!

i love you Tan Calson!

signing off...my eye hurtss..cried through this whole post

hope..u find it sweet...all i wanna do is 4 you to be happy!

nothing more!

futsal day with onn chai!

went u1 to play futsal with teacher today...so few of us only...and the court is all so big..we played 4 1 and a half hours nonstop..damn tiring..i sat down after 45 mins...i was too hungry and tired...damn hungry...but i felt tht i improved ..at least i can kick ball now...ahha..well,kinda..i scored too!! 1st time ever..but din take pictures there...so yea..and we went to summit and eat after tht..teehee=)

haha...ghai jon paid me back my clip and bought claire one too..since its buy one free one..hahah and then we did this..damn embarassing mann..hahahha=D i still liked my old clip though...see then step on it somemore mer..omg..damn dumbb! haha+D

after tht went secret recipe to sit while waiting 4 our transport..haha..in order to let us sit der...we ordered two RO water..damn paiseh..its RM1+tax...hahahah=D

well,thts all..hahha..my post are all short but i like it anyways..hahah..bye people!