Happy Or Not....

it started out alright when...i know the cause of wad happen ytd...i just couldn't understand why apologising is wrong..i felt guilty so i apologise la..wads wrong with that! i dunno why...why can't ppl just think simple..why is our minds so complicated...its just a simple apology..and it turn out like this..i just don't understand.we were so well b4 the holidays but when school reopen somehow something changed...i dunno wad i've done wrong...therefore i just leave it as it is.i use to love K but its a friend type of love but..somehow things change..and i dunno why..i've always wanted to ask but i guess its not tht important to u huh? i don't think i did anything to you,i just hate it la..everytime i'm close to someone,things turn out bad...i just a unlucky person maybe..i'm a simple person as long as ppl treat me nice i'll be nice too..i think after today things are gonna be worse isn't it? i dun wanna think abt it...if i've said or done anything tht hurt any of you..i hearby apologise...i'm sorry!

another thing is...i lost my phone..=( stupid malaysian..whoever u are..u are mean...how can u do tht to me..even if i left it..i should hv answered my call when i called...u stupid person!
i want my phone back..its only 4 months old..haih..now i know how fortunate i am b4..so sad....=(

now the happy side....

haha...happy birthday edward!happy ler...haha..u should see his face when he saw our cake,all so funny...hahah...derrick bought the cream,claire bake most of the cake and i bought the yucky cherry!..hahah..and the round hoop thing hoor claire?! ahha..damn cool man..so touched ler!
friends forever!.have fun edward!u make me feel proud of myself man..haha..so cool! haha..taa=).till next time..


love,
jo ee
thx baby 4 always being there 4 me.