dedicated to you!

this is me and my baby calson. i dunno..i'm a really bad person i guess...i'm always being very very very demanding and so not understanding at all..from the looks of it..its like i don't really want him..but deep inside i do!

this is wad made me so emo suddenly...

joee: wad will u do if u only have 24 hours left and that u can do anything in this world?

baby: i'll spend two hours eating all the food in the world and i'll spend the other 22 hours hugging you while lying down on my bed.

although it may seem simple..but to me its the most touching thing i've ever heard.he wants to spend his life with me..i know ppl always say tht guy's words can never be trusted,but words said by him is true! all true..he'll never lie to me..no pick up lines..all frm the bottom of his heart! although i always doubt his love but..somehow deep inside i believed..and i know tht everything will be alright again..i've even cheated on him once..or maybe twice..(but the 2nd time..not really)..he still loved me till this day..and we've been through so much..so much more than other couples our age..! none of you can ever imagine how hard it is 4 us to be in this relationship 4 so long.its like everyone's always in our way! back off all u stupid ppl! dun ever break us apart and even if u do,we'll still love each other! he promised me that.the most important thing is,i love the way his hand always touches mine..its so gentle and so loving..thank you baby! thank you for everything! i owe u alot and i'm no good at words and thsi is the best i can do,i hope u like it!

i love you Tan Calson!

signing off...my eye hurtss..cried through this whole post

hope..u find it sweet...all i wanna do is 4 you to be happy!

nothing more!