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Saturday, December 27, 2008

4 more days till i leave..=(

me and azam.
lim zheng yue and azam

this will be the last day i'll see them...bye guys..it was nice knowing you! =( see u around maybe next year then.haha..azam was super shy when we took picture ..haha...he ran and hide..so cute!!! hee...bye girly eyes of urs..all the best in ur essay and studies doctor azam! (aiya...lupa nak hug) haha..what a day..so much happened..issh. shouldn't have sent tht sms la..i was lazy... i've not slept for so long la. i just wanna sleep.please...issh..start at 10 again tmr..i don't want la..but somehow things tht i heard just now seems to go in my head. yue u too huh?! hee..we are guilty ppl.sorry...but we are kids..

i'm missing a part of me..where can i find it? i wanna close the gap again..i miss you B!

Friday, December 26, 2008

happy boxing day!

hello people of the world. as u know..hee..i've been gone a while..again..i'm busy at work la..issh..today is my only free night after so long..i worked so hard..but this christmas i actually feel it! 1st time in my life i have the christmas feel. i guess it must be all the ice-creams and happy children faces that made me feel so. i wanted to be santa jo ee and give presents to all good children in the world..i even have all the christmas songs ringing in my head again n again! i feel that my christmas is fullfilled ytd for the 1st time ever! had lunch with my family and shopped a while and worked at night..my schedule was packed but i feel real good about it! i'm loving christmas from now on...=D


now i shall begin updating all that has been going on..



went genting the other day..looks on my parents face..i forced them on all the rides..heee..
not much but me


lim brother's!



asst manager mc sleeeeepinggg!



mc and afandi!


dearest kevin tht is on the airplane now to aus.i'll miss you..when will we meet? didn't know i'll be so sad till the moment we had to say goodbye.i'll always remember u kevin! i love you! the only picture i had..will update more when i get them.tq.




the B and me



happy people!



Iqbal and azmir.he's in ss2 now might be bac though..see our luck la.=D

well.thats about all..hee..i'm lazy...5 more days till i stop working..i'll miss it. all the cleaning up and greetings...this is yet my bestest and most memorable holiday ever! i did not sleep till 12 everyday and yet i worked, sweat, laughed, cried, played, ate, met, enjoyed, loved, smiled, sang and learned all the way! i feel so fullfilled. every second is not waste like my holidays in the past. thank you for teaching me everything ppl. i love you all..i shall end here..my mum lost my IC! omfg! die...haha..but kinda funny.heee..
byeeee ppl!
i'm excited!


Thursday, December 18, 2008

thursday!

just came back after a whole day out. saw my little brother again..he seems smaller then ever! hee..still cute! bought my new hp..finally.haha=) not many models to choose frm but yea..hee..changed to some family line thingy...my phone bill will surely go up up up! prepare to be scolded man..ate sumi-ka just now..its like bbq meat on sticks..so not filling and went bak kut teh after that..so bloated right now..hee..genting has been postponed to tmr..so yea..hee. thats abt all...i'm lazy....

currently lacking the joee-ishness in me.
i'm love sick.=P

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

hee...morning ppl!
now i shall begin telling wad happened this few days or maybe this week.haha.


1. the B is off to penang today with delta-ians...uggh all so jealous. i wanna go too!=(
2. bye bye clairey...haha...she's off to london for a month plus..oh so jealous again..this is because i did not go anywhere this holiday..all i did was sleep, eat, shop and work. so tiring..wad a holiday! and life time experience for me.

3.working at swensens is starting to be boring and the chinese boss is really hating me i think...i dunno..i was called cinderella ytd...heee..and he didn't let me eat lunch because i can't find the last thingy in the newspaper..he bullied me because i was forever blurr.oh wells...i'm leaving soon and i don't have to care so much abt him...i sure will miss everyone there...

there's..
eddy. (asst.manager )..sabah-ian..looks kinda good.and is really nice to me.hee=)thank you!

mc (asst.manager )..kinda nags at me but doesn't mean it.i dunno i just can't differentiate his serious and kidding face..it looks the same to me..i'm sorry for everything mc! he's cute in some way..he's short.haha=)

afandi (supervisor) aka botak.hee..andrew koay says he's cute.haha..i think so too..well,for a malay..hee..always ''issh-ing'' and playing around..good friends with eddy..really nice guy.

razi (supervisor ) haha..dark malay..hahha..straightened hair..i always wanted to ask but..ahha..nvm..1st impression to me was tht he's scary! but after that i got to know him..he's nice after all...i can really talk to him and he too thought me many stuff's.thank you! and teasing me..hahah..will not go watch movie with you but will meet up when i have time la.haha.

azmir ( supervisor) has a form 5 gf.hahah..he was the 1st supervisor on my 1st day of work.he's kinda nice..hee..everyone is nice here..except C.C.M! issh..

azam (fountain guy) really nice to me when i 1st saw him..treat me ice creams all the time..and now i hv to eat ice cream everyday..oh my..so fattening. has really nice eyes..girlish eyes to be exact..i think he's attractive somehow.hee.and he's going to be a doctor..O.O...cool ey!

zheng han (part timer) tall, thin and fair.haha.super thin to be exact..bone--y!! eats alot..can never be full..takes real good care of me.and well is sweet.haha. can u like don't go study?hmm...

zheng yue (part timer) same age as me..msa thinks he's cute.haha..no comment..he's alrighty i guess...now i get to know him...more...i always win you! muahahaha...

aizat (part timer)short thin fella...kinda nice to talk to..always sms-ing he's beloved..hahha(honey who ar)haha..he's scary when he really gets mad though..eee...

fairuz (part timer) a marketing manager who stoppped working a while due to economy crisis in his dad's company..loves to learn and is gelabah if customers are around..chill la..ahha..sounds wise and i like talking to him.haha..he's far away uncle is our agong now..wooo!!! cool ey!

iqbal (part timer) azam's brother..looks elder though..has moustache! ahha..a little..and real big girlish eyes too! he's alright..but is always sick...sick boy la ni...hee..

halim (part timer) macam romeo all the time..perasan and love sweet talking girls..but a nice guy.hee..always thinks he's the best looking person around.haha..

nash (part timer) named karen by C.C.M.dunno why.err..tries to cheer us up whenever its busy or all of us are stressed up....thts all.

kamal.(part timer) has a tongue piercing..haha..slightly curly but nice hair..don't really talk much but is always late..haha..hey have a quote for him ''kalau lambat mesti kamal,kalau kamal mesti lambat''.hee..

msa..will see you soon..in school.hahah

david..will see u back in school too!.hahaha

kitchen chef's(dunno ur names) are nice too! hee..i lapar...!haha..

well,thts about all i can't remember la.ahaha..will add on more if i remember.hee...will take picture's witht evryone of them b4 i leave..i will surely miss them all..really will...haih. we shall meet up sometime...i have alot of malay friends now..cool ey!

4.missed out on so many outing's with friends because of work..feels like i dunno u guys anymore..i dunno anything.i miss u all though..i wanna go too..but..the day isn't right.hope u guys will miss me too.!=)

5. the jon tht is i dunno somehow not so close to me anymore..i don't like it.i missed u much..hope the promises we made will always be true.i remember everything we went through and yea.i will always do.

6. year end sales! i go shopping every weekend and see ppl all busy buying clothes..but this year i just don't have the mood of being crazy and shop alot..things tht i see i dun really want it and things tht i want to find can never be found..haha..frustrating and dumb..but yea...joee-ish clothes are not available la...i shall wait. and the mng bag is 189 now.hehe..thanks jon..but i dun really think its nice anymore.haha.everytime i see something after a few times..i dun like it anymore.haha..

7. kevin is leaving all of us on the 26th of december.i will really miss u.u were there for me in the past and could not now because we are not so close anymore..but days we've spend in the past 3 years are happy and carefree days of mine where i could complain and tell u everything n u were always there helping me with all ur wise opinions..hard to find someone like you..hope u'll be happy in Aus..and don't forget me k! i love u kevin.hee..hope B won't mind. i will see u on ur farewell thingy...=)

8. i made these cute little wire like thingy's in my aunts hse the other day..damn cool! its is only made our of wires and coloured with nail polish..nice ey?!i like em all! hee..spend time with my cousin's tht day..cousin's frm penang was kinda sad..dunno why..they used to be so hyper and the younger used to be a threat to me but now..they seemed grown up and i dunno..haha..and ju shin is forever liking all the celebrities and jevin is well..tall and still him!.hee...



9. mum lost her hp. parents found out abt sis's hp and her bf i guess..oh..damn disgusting! she even used my fon to sms him!..issh..my dad scold and lectured me for one hour tht day after a tiring day at swensens..i dun understand. he's all bad mood because of them and let it all out on me.wtf! crazy fella.he even slapped me because i answered him back..he has no sense sometimes and this time its really not my fault..isssh..tht was a depressing day for me but now everythins's alright.hee=) don't worry.

10. pay day coming! haha..i dreamt tht my salary was 972 bucks! haha..so silly of me.i wish i can get so much but...haha..oh well.this holiday is coming to and end and i hv not been studying at all.i thought i will but i didn't....n now i'm worried as spm is next year..i do not know what sublects i should be taking..all i like is playing and sleeping and kinda creative sometimes..i want to be an advisor...ahha..i dunno i just like to comment on stuff..haha..



wow! what a long post..hee..leaving to genting soon..issh.my dad is isn't back...i know u all miss me and know i shall post a picture of myself! haha..hee..bye ppl!



iits been sometime since i've been blogging i'm sure u ppl hv been missing me as much as i do. well,many things had happened. i lost some and gain some..but well.at least now i know better.i'm a smarter person. i think. but things tht happened just hits me really strongly and somehow i can't take this all alone.i missed u..and u..and u alot.haih.i shall continue some other day..i feel sick.

joee..
feeling sicky..

Monday, December 8, 2008

Friday !

i shall write abt last friday..hee...worked frm 10 in the morning til 5 and met B after tht...hang out a while went back home n changed n prepared to go out with andy and charlyne..oh my! because of me being so rushed...i suddenly felt like shitting..ahhaha...and did not hv time to be well prepared to go out...i was rushed by andy so many times and finally he arrived at 7 and we headed 2 pyramid..by the time we reached is already 7.15 and our movie is at 7.40...as usual we can never decide where to take our dinner..we headed to KFC to take a quick dinner(i made the decision) ...i tell u they can never make decision...everytime its me...haiyooo....i'm like the princess man! hee=) sorry guys...i also DECIDED to eat bbq plaza after the movie..hahaha.again...i'm the decision maker...hee


watched wild child after tht..was a bit late..the movie was quite ok i guess...a chick flick! andy watched it too..i think guys like chick flicks! haha=) no offence..


went to bbq plaza after that...i think tht eating there is like dumping ur money into the sea...the serving was supposed to be for 2 person but its so little ...issh...and expensive...i ordered ice blended something and charlyne ordered ice blended orange juice..ahhaha...mine melts so easily and hers although put under heat will not melt...kononnya ur too hot for the drink ey darling! hhaha...i'm hotter ...!cheyy...hahah...thanks to my smartness we created garlic chilli padi porridge! ahha..it taste not bad k! not really counted as porridge though..its still rice...can't be cook into porride laa...hahaha...oh well, we enjoyed it...i like dumping eveyrthing into the soup and grilling everything! waahhahah...i'm like a clown to them tht day and oh so tired too...i think singapore has really good food is it? ppl can become bigger in size there...hoor? ahhaha...sorry..but its no good...eat healthyly la..keep fit dear...ahahha..din mean to insult u or anything but...hahhah...still...hee...thts all for now...

i shall see u next year charlyne dear!

taa...surrenly not in the mood...many decisions and steps to take...

i don't wanna make the wrong choice.

i miss you.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

super gay shit...



i hate you stupid choke ming! who are u to say i am a small girl...say i walk like a one..talk like one..and everything i do makes me become one...so what if i am! i'm happy with who i am...at least i'm not a stupidcrazymaniacgayshitsinglebrainlessuglydumbdude! u shall go to hell and die there...i did not do anything..why can't u just leave me alone..who ask u to keep looking at wad i do..i was so tense and so scared and thts why i can't do my job well...tht made me do several mistakes which resulted in a few wrong orders...luckily fandi helped to cover up for me..but still...i do not walk like a kindergardener! i wish u just stay single for the rest of ur life..no gay man will ever want u anyways...i was so wrong for thanking u on my last few posts...i was so naive..now i know.u are so mean.u stupid man! talking abt u makes me tired..why should i waste time and energy on ppl like u..oh..so dumb..bye peeps..




my 1st unhappy day of work.
joee is not a small girl.
ppl like me for who i am n there's ntg u can do abt it!
blueks!
i miss u baby...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

harry yang zhen wei

hee...i dunno wad am i doing..
he ask me to...haha
i shall introduce my very boring and helpful friend to u..


his name is yang zhen wei...

age: 16

race: chinese(buddha)(guan yin)

abilities: being dumb and lame..

personality : silly ,caring(he ask me to put one), funny

sense of style : tight fitting small shirts...(i dunno why)haha

specs : currently wearing contacts...(hee wanna be handsome wor..)

house: hang lekir

celebrity look alike : jay chou(he says)haha..

wish for : adidas and nike's...

height : short(ahha)

body size : moderate...not well build(omg..u gonna kill me)

perasanness :thinks tht he's cute while closing his eyes..hahah..but got wrinkles la aiyoo..ahahhaha

loves : girls...flirting...being uttterly lame...trying to act cool..and the list goes on and on..

ex'es : 1(should not be named)

class : 6K/2004, 3 eta/2007, 4 sigma/2008




thts abt all..ahahha..can't really think..ahha..i knew him since form one and we used to play together i guess and i called him up instead of GKB tht time..hahah...thts the only thing i can remember..and he said he has a crush on me for 1 week(wad the)during form 1..became class monitor only this year..hahah..has a great big gang of gay friends..love going around..won 1st prize for SMK SU's yearly cross country race and is famous for tht i think..hhaha...and has great results ever since i dunno when...a straight A's student..bright...charming...doesn't take much tuition..and is very perasan and loves camwhoring!



thts all i can think now..ahhaha..i'm sorryy...now i shall present a picture of him to u all...ccy tmr la..very tired d.hahahah..sorry..







taadaaahhh yang zhen wei!

hahahah...bye peeps..

signing off...my shoulders super pain d.