* colourful page of mine *: October 2009

malaysian association chinese comedians

went to this comedy show on sunday!

1st thought it was some man talking absolutely nothing but its HIM!

hahaa... DOUGLAS LIM!!! he did the sexy back joke, yellow, and and ''i die also won't let u cut in ar!'' hahahhahhhaha...n etc..he's sensitive and caring too..and with a super good voice!

u all sure missed out everything for not going.its super good!

really did make me laugh...super cute too..he smiles shyly after each joke.

how cute huh?!=)

pun chi ho was down with chicken pox so he can't make it but douglas put up a 1 hour show..which is more worth it!

kuah jen han too was quite good..''my mother hai mai, got this friend aunty lucy.........''hahahahhahahahahahahah.....''CANNOT MAKE IT LAAAA....."

i know nobody will understand what i am talking about but its too damn good!

i tried recalling every one of his joke but only manage to remember a few n i couldn't tell it as good as him...=( bummmerr!!!

hahaha.my new ambition..comedian!!!!laugh all u want..i feeel stupid tooo.but its good..

this ppl are so great,they make ppl happy....would really want to attend it again someday!

keep up the good work MACC!!!

omgomgomgomgomg.

spm in 21 days.

shit case.

and i'm still thinking of douglas lim......haha.=D

people i love with all my heart.

i learn to love the rain...

its funny how it pours down all so suddenly.

without a sign.

without needing to think about others.

i certainly enjoyed it.

something i will never forget.

things seem so simple then.

why can't it just stay simple?

can it be again?

please..

just smile and laugh all we want once more..

please..

i really don't know how to fix this..

the more i think.

the more tired i get.

i feel drained and tears keep pouring like the rain that i love.

hmmm...i wonder.

can u smile. laugh and giggle with me again?

i think i really need it to happen.

what gone?nothing is ever going to be gone.

i'm never letting this go.

nobody can stop me

a sign.

i thought all was great
i thought all was well
i thought everything was fine
until i saw that..

is it true what u said?
every single word seems to hurt so much.
more than u can ever imagine.
i guess it was my fault.
all mine from the start.
tell me to stop this then i really will.
just tell me now.
''what was that about?''
''what is it about?''

i never stopped thinking,
i fell asleep holding 'it' in my hands,
i tried to stop thinking,
because u told me to.
i stopped crying because
u don't want me to.
i promised to be strong because
....u want me to.
n maybe that dream in the morning meant something,
something that i thought was actually nothing.
i was wrong.so wrong..it was a sign.
sign that u will leave..
but not quietly please..
not now please..

i am truly sorry.
so sorry that there is nothing more i can do.
tell me what is it about?
what is it and how do u think?
i don't know.
i really don't.
i want to understand but i don't know how.
please tell me.

*i hate what u said*

i wanna fix things...
hmm...or maybe things are just alright as it is.
i don't know..
but i can't help but wonder,
what have we become..
hmmm....sigh..

suppose to be studying but keep having this very sien feeling laa....super bored...feeels lost.
ask me something,
i don't even know my name..
why oh why do i feel like that..
and i am super awake tonight...sooooo WEIRD...

yea and happy birthday msa wongggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday

kevin tiahhhhhhhhhh!!!

waiting for u to be back..=) enjoy ur birthday...=)

i miss youu dear...

mooncake festival...hoor...

played hide and seek with the rest of the kids for the whole night till 3 something n only got to sleep around 4.so tired.. i'm just so good at hiding..but freaking panasss wey..heee=)

last thursday