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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

post 91 !




who is this laaaa?heee...*me*


i like this picture...i think i look good.hee..



what is this laaa...hooorrr! *i don't know*


sis birthday...

first time my parents ever appeared in my blog.
haha=)
a.k.a *mr and mrs.pms*

7 weekss holiday till spm?

hmm?

should i start now?

so hard and so much to do...

alaaaa...isshh...hee...how teacher? how?=)

tomorrow suppose to be a good day..

let's see how things turn out=D

*everything will stay the same, nothing will ever changed*


Friday, September 25, 2009

surprise surprise!!!




what more can i say,

you can make me smile just like that...

one thought,

one move,

one sentence,

one action,

one love,

''n''
one smile.
thank you ang!
i love ice cream!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

hate that picture.
hate that its still there.
don't wanna look at it.
don't wanna think of it.
i should have known.
but i didn't want it to hurt this much.
can i say sorry and get u back?
maybe for another hour
before everything turn's bad again..
just give me a lil time.
i trust you..
i always did.
but why is it so hard for things to be fine.
hate it when the sun sets and sun rise.
don't wanna think anymore..
really don't.


i don't wanna say goodbye.
i really don't.
you know it's you.


7 yr old bf + lagoon(a lil) + tuition


































not so myself...


don't wanna say or comment much.


i should have known better.


Friday, September 18, 2009

words can't describe.







we have been walking for sometime,
maybe it is time to stop and think and wonder.
if you are still mine,
and i think, u really still are my dear.
i know i was get carried away,
sometimes i neglected my hunny's feelings,
u did not know that it was just a way,
because YOU are the only one that are i am always thinking.
i am sorry u had to bear with all these,
i know that is it never easy,
i will wanna give u a piece of cheese,
to make YOU feel all sexy.
i know i shouldn't be greedy,
but u too shouldn't be naughty.
i will try my best to be the best baby,
for you are the sweetest daisy.
i wanna hear u laugh,
i wanna hear u smile,
u must not be rough,
because everything is worth while.
i love you tan calson,
we will never be done.
u know me best and i know you,
u are everything that i want!


Thursday, September 17, 2009

thanks for everything so far

i am dead tired right now..but everything seems not right and u know what?

i think what i have done so far to u is damn right..

once i thought i would change and wanna be nice.

but...

not anymore...the fact is screwed n will be permanently drilled into my mind.

i will not chnage my mindset about u anymore...

that is how frustrated i am..

if u wanna play nice and friendly to me then i will do the same.

=) i am a pretty good actress too u know..




thanks for everything so far...

i realise what i have now is what i really wanted,
those were just challenges that i have to face.
because for u the truly sweetest,
makes friendship no more a maze.


i once thought u were the one,
guess i was wrong.
all those fake and make believe fun,
is nothing compared to that sweet song.


so i thank YOU for dropping by,
you washed away my tears and chased away the animal.
it is true and never a lie,
i will always be here and will always be ur angel.


thank you Ang..=)

ending or the beginning..

the only long prom dress i like..


ignore the face..the dress super nice=)

i want!







this is something i like...hmm..

i like COLOURSS!!!


exams are so over!!!!



screw the ever postponed physics of course...heee...alaaa...my com spoil so yea no pictures ...please bear with me...

and so trials results are all back...failed my chinese essay again...omg..i should not write another post about me and my essay...i just tend to go off point..my teacher is so going to be dissapointed in me if i tell her i got C again..i used to be one of the best...''once laa'' not anymore...hopefully SPM will be great...i just need to register everything in my brainss...issshh..jo ee's brain cacat! but i pro add maths today!!!!



i happy..yea la yea la..nobody will believe that u really did not cheat la..and i didn't..unlike the others...ey.over! ahaha i think everybody cheated la..no nvm i guess..i don't care...but YOU shouldn't okay? next time u should ask me 1st when u are making any decisions...heee...proud of me aren't u?=)


i will post more things up soon laa..just wanna update a lil..hee..


god bless the broken road...
melted my heart..
hee..till my com comes back!=)

Friday, September 4, 2009

what i want and what i have to do.
i want all.
but it is not possible to do so.
maybe just for a while more..
just a while..
let me remember.
let me enjoy it just a little while more..
i want that smile and laughter to always and always be around.
there's nothing more that i want.
just smile and not be sad or stressed up.
i like that the most.


i don't want it to happen again.
not again.
then what?