what i want and what i have to do.
i want all.
but it is not possible to do so.
maybe just for a while more..
just a while..
let me remember.
let me enjoy it just a little while more..
i want that smile and laughter to always and always be around.
there's nothing more that i want.
just smile and not be sad or stressed up.
i like that the most.


i don't want it to happen again.
not again.
then what?