to start this off, a big apology for abandoning my blog. been busy preparing exams and now in the middle of exams but i finally have time because hello the holidayss! ahaha..the sucky thing is i think my mum kinda grounded me from going out due to the increasing case of h1n1..i spend my whole tuition period yesterday talking about h1n1 with teacher and my friends...so weird rite..n some are ppl i never talk to before..i realise the front 2 seats are hauunted....(omg,so scary rite?zheng chen?!) seriously, everybody who seats there willl talk nonstop like a machine...crazy one..hahah...

updates for exam,
>chem (alright i guess,but my essay always ended up getting super low for
god knows what reason)
>add maths (screwed up..thanks to lim bee lann)
>bio (another super ''good'' subject which i'm sure to die..)it made me so sad.
.alaa..hate bio.thanks ang for paper twreeeee..=)
>physics (wo bu zhi dao)
> mod maths (was kind tough to me i guess..this is what i get for not listening
in class..nautical miles?! whats that?! =S)
>the rest (after the hols)

all these may seem so easy to type and say but the preparing process was horrible i tell you...i sleep like...i dunno 2-3 hours a day exam week..i read everything before but i just can't remember a thing when exams come..whyyy la....?issh..seriously..dunno what wrong with my brain maybe its the 70% 30% thingy la...hahah...thanks everyone for noticing its me..ahahah sakkaaii..damn meann..but nvm la..but seriously even when i sleep in the afternooon i thought i was going crazy..i cannot sleep peacefully..i keep having flashbacks flashbacks and more flasbacks of the formula and stuff that i dunno..its like killing me from the inside..dunno laa..lucky i have ppl to support me through that time...hoor...!thanks B and anggg..=) i love you bothhh banyak banyakk!before

after

and i love kim kardashiann's blond hair...its super super nice..i want toooo!! but i'll have to wait till end of the year la..my hair is like super black man n i've never dyed it in my life..i don't think there's anyone who haven dye theirs before rite..very lil la i mean..i wannnt laaaa....but not that blond la...slightly..heee...i sukaaaaa laaa..like so desperate for it..n good knews too! chinese exam is like almost 1 week after everybody's spm are over...what a reason to celebrate?! but maybe its good too...dunno laa..but 1 week later man..so longg....crazy one..and i've not been swimming for 2 weeks d...my legs resuming its size...shooooott mann! cannot thin d laa...i want but so hard dunno how also...isshhh.....i think its meant to be laa..i also dman malas d. oh oh oh!!! and yi jun leaving d...omg so soon...its like yesterday he just told me that he's leaving but he's really going deeeeee like next weekk..omgosh, i hope u don't forget me..u won't rite? i feel u'll have a bright future!! i just know it u are going to be the boss of something and u'll help me through everything rite? u promised...i'll see you soon k before u leave? we take banyak banyak picturess and make sure u bring them along k! i'll miss u laa sayangg...


and lastly,a lil something i like to end with..

you are my sunshine,
my ONLY sunshine,
you make my happy,
when skies are grey,
you'll never know ''xxxx'',
how much i love you,
please smile for me once more okay.

thank youuuu....=) *3 times d k*