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LOVE

2010-11-20T10:52:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i last wrote a blog post well yeah
since i have so much time now i think i should revive it once in a while.
thinking of starting all over again but oh wells,
first n foremost!

I GRADUATED SAM! aka expresshellcourse! ;D
i am proud of myself, proud tht i can endure all these nonsense in these 11 months, although i will not take SAM anymore but yeahh its a great experience!

never would i thought tht i would hv all girl classmates for the whole year.
well, its me laa sorry. haha joee without boys is like winnie the pooh without hunny n like popeye without spinach! but yeah i survived! n its not all bad! i've became a lesbian i think haha

became slightly more girlish, noisy, crazy, MADLY SS, not so rough i think haha.
n all my classmates are so shortt! all the tiny people are grouped together in G2! oh well, we're all good. n i love all of YOU! aww.. aren't u all touched? better say u love me when y'all see me. im hot thank you LOL.

yee yin ( the cute one. always ding zhui with me. grr (: )

yee ling ( smart n funny n has a bf haha )

yi qian ( not as quiet as you think, she knows how to talk n pls eat more!!! )

sharon ( u surprise me with everything u are abt to answer, u are special! )

sue teng ( always taking care of us, wouldn't know hw i'll be without you, loves)

amelia (great genting planner, n notti girl so many guys haha )

randy ( the only guy left, ur a great guy )

tsui ling (we used to talk more last time, aww i'll miss you girl)

sheng nee ( having tht dai ga jie look, the person whom i can click with the beginning of the year)

sutha ( darling, i miss youu hahha. u super talkative n gelabah weyhh )

mei yi (super smart girl who has very funny words at times in class, stay smart n beat all the guys out there! )

wee ru ( always so fashionable n can bake good cupcakes n spaghetti, yumssss)

priyalji ( i love you haha. why laaa u quit sam? ape ni! slap youu , loves)

emily er (evil twin! we are born on the same day n i nvr would have thought tht i would find someone so alike me, the things we think about all the same! ): ill miss you so much. T.T

yee aun ( dear dear, my awesome SS partner! without you i hv no one to SS with. n u are smart i can see tht u can be super successful in the future! pls be with me next year, clean up n cook for me! haha i will give you LOVE n hugs in return. hee i love youu )

penny ( we got close since we are the only ones always going eca n u know so much about me. n i love sharing everything with you, u hv a different opinion in everything, its surprising yet knowlegeble! i love you. come aussie k! n pls keep in touch i'll miss youuu)

n yeahh i love youu all ):
please remember me i know i will
u guys gave me memories tht i will not forget.
picture day, raptor watch, sam fiesta,lunch breaks, rushing to class all the time, experiments, assignments, tests, flash mob, sampat talking , many many more....

n to my dearest TDC members, thank you for everything i love you all. you all thought me how to be confident n dance which i will never do cause i feel i am always cacat in my movements, pariah moments that i will always treasure, the sweat n tears n those never ending laughters. thank you all, ian, alex, gosu, nicholas, audrey, chia sern, penny, ken ming, yee fai, chuah, KL, sherlin, david, machi, iylia, emica, geraldine, sheng, irene and many many more. thank you all

xoxo,
joee

2010-09-27T05:53:00.001-07:00

he's mine! which part of ur tiny brain don't understand THAT!? he's just MINE!
MINEEEEEE. DAMN IT! stop acting fake all.. go awayy youuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!! i swear if i see you now i'll so confront YOU! i'll not let anything or anyone take ANYTHING OR ANYONE from ME! NEVER! GO N DIEEEEEE

2010-05-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

holidays are finally here.

no more exams

no more assignments

no more stress

but somehow i know this will not last

i still have to study this holidays i guess.=(

but my lazy bum is real lazy to get up n going.

been watching ''xia yi zhan xing fu'' this few days..

super nice.

anyways,i feel like saying something.

people come n go

but feelings and the truth will last forver

its a wonder how people change in less than a month time

more n more secrets hidden

no more sharing

no more spontaneous outings

well maybe still..some..once in a while.

but it doesn't feel the same.

first year without something which may not seem to be anything important to others.

but it is to me.

its okay.

maybe ur busy

but it makes me feel forgotten,

used

and not appreaciated.

thought we were best of friends.

i hope we still are.

i do miss you.

please come back

and i dont like that fella.

sorry but yea..too bossy..

grr..go away.

i used to have this super duper good gf.

well it was my first n the best

we grew apart

she left because she got scholarship.

we call each other everyday

she tells me she miss me

n she loves me

comes to my hse

teach me to ride a bike(which i still don't know how)

watch movie with my family

laugh with me

always there for me when i needed someone

hugs me all the time

my fault.

i didn't know how to appreciate her.

my mistake

no use crying over spilled milk

but i still think about those times.

wonder if she does too.

(call me lesbian, but she's still the best)

2010-05-13T10:59:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i've been here.
its currently 1.59am. couldnt do my maths.
mid terms are next week
i wish people knew how i feel.
how i am.
how i truly am.
do you even care?
do you still mind me being sad?
i hate to beg for ur sympathy.

days pass by so fast.
can't believe this is how it would end.
i really miss those times.
u changed.
not me.
but instead i am the one suffering.
living in the pass memories i may be...
but at least i know i am right.
i am real.
i am not to be questioned.
blamed.
shouted at.
especially in public.
i have feelings too.

CAN U HEAR ME.
I HAVE FEELINGS.
i am not cold blooded like you. and i will never be.
i still care.

i wish upon the stars tonight.
i will be happy again.
but i will not forget you.
nor forgive what u did.
i want u to undo ur mistake
i'll wait.

please don't hurt me on my birthday.
u promised.
i believe you.
i still do.

2010-03-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

college has been tough and real tiring..
results are bad.all half percentage only. so not the jo ee i know.
so not used to the exams..its like i cannot do them.
sigh..i really need to buckle up and also to fix relationships..

i love you.
yes you.
its you.
forever i will.

2010-02-24T10:49:00.000-08:00

ESL, CHEM & ECONOMICS TEST tmr...well its today to be exact..
its currently 3am...don't think i'm sleeping tonight..just finished my chem...economics not touched yet...OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

=(
i wanna get my grades back up.
all these exams making me feel real bad about myself.
feels dumb and useless..sigh..

2010-02-15T00:40:00.000-08:00

joee bought helium balloon today.wrote wishes on it and let it go.
jo ee is at kfc now.for the air con.
jo ee did not sleep well for 2 days.
jo ee is feeling super hot and grumpy this two days.
this is because......

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!
she's at her dad's hometown...kamparrr....
and its a super hot place with very little greens.
and she has to sleep on the floor with no bed at all..
and feed mosquitoes every night.
not only that, aunts can't stop blabbering midnight and fyi
they wake up at 4 something every night.
plus ppl come over to visit starting at 5 in the morning..
how can i possibly sleep?
even after taking a strong dose of running nose meds still can't sleep.how horrible is that?!
but stilll...its chinese new year laaah!
and i play mahjongg!!
heee

gtg..
taa=)

college

2010-02-03T08:16:00.000-08:00

yee aun,penny,me

priyaljiiiiiii

emily
*girl born on the same day as me*

poser sial!

sheng neeee

the only 3 boys

priyalji, ryan, randy

rachel

happy people..

no need to introduced=)

enough laa amandaa

hahha=)

my face cut off laaa..

isshh ppl..

100 bucks lillopop!

icing flower boyy

i miss you=(

the boy i see once a week=(

somehow feel like posting this picture..ahahha

oh oh i played pool with priyaljii today.

won ryan n swee ling!!!

pro dowh!

i shoot the last ball okayyy!!

=)

to be or not to be...?

i just needed a smile is it too much to ask for?

Abuse, in Marriage

2010-01-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

Abuse, in Marriage: "What is Emotional Abuse?
There are various types of emotional abuse. Below is a list of characteristics that are emotionally abuse.
Rejecting
·Telling a person that they are unwanted
·Telling a person to leave
·Name-calling
·Telling the person they are worthless
·Making the person the scapegoat, blaming them for everything
Ignoring
·Does not show attachment
·Does not provide nurturance
·Does not show or express affection
·Physically there, but emotionally unavailable
·Does not recognize the other persons presence
·Uses the “silent treatment”
Terrorizing
·Singling out a person to criticize and punish
·Ridiculing him or her for displaying normal emotions
·Having expectations far beyond his or her normal abilities
·Threatening person with death, mutilation and abandonment
Isolation
·Not allowing person to interact with other
·Restricting person to a room
·Restricting eating to isolation or seclusion
·Restrict/monitoring phone calls
Corrupting
·Allowing minors to use drugs or alcohol
·Forcing others to watch pornographic material or sex acts
·Forcing someone to participate in or witness criminal activities
·Forcing someone to witness cruelty to animals"

omg...this is actually a form of abuse and i'm sure many of you have encountered it..O.O
i'm really surprised.

2010-01-17T08:12:00.000-08:00

friends forever...

i wish it is that easy.....

bye kevin

good luck in australia kay sweetie...

2010-01-14T05:53:00.000-08:00

as promised i'm here to update about my college life.

well maybe i have too high expectations or whatever things don't seem that smooth or rather not the way i thought it would be.

everyone from my class are form outstation and from all girls or boys school which kinda explains why it is so hard for us to click..yea well i chose this package and i thought it would be really fun..who would have thought college life is this boring.sigh.

really do miss evryone..

things just got a lil better and now a whole new beginning.should i change class? but wouldn't wanna regret later too..and best part there's only 3 guys in my class..urghh..arts class students seem to be having so much fun and their classes are all around me...how unfair..

baby boy in sunway.

only can spend an hour with him once a week.

ppl that i need and wanna see are all so far away..sigh

this really sucks.

2010-01-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

hello blogger world...yea due to stupid and unexplainable reasons i couldn't upload this last few pics in my last post but its counted as my 100th post too..i don't care..haha..well, yea..i've been long away and this blog can so be considered dead.sowee..but i'm going to revive it again...hee..see thats a picture of me...quite a recent picture..and yea i did many many things after spm ended..some were well okayy and some were really fun.went out most of the time...evrywhere. got to know which friends are good to stay..who are the ones to keep and who are the ones u can just let it go..ahhh...feels like i grew bigger.wiser.smarter.i can see the world properly now..hee..see i sound so wise too....so now i will update more often and pls do come by more often readerss..=)

no ang ang

no tong tong

stars are something that i used to love since i was young.

used to wish that i can sleep on the grass being watched and protected by them.

the way they shine is like they are just smiling at us..

telling us to never give up and no matter what there is a reason for us to start smiling again.

just like the sunshine..

i love the way stars shine.

i always wish that it'll be mine..

now i feel that it's so fine..

because i have all the time..

to be with you

and everynight..

the stars will be the last thing i see..

just the way u want it to be..

yes i was shocked.

lost.sad.happy.surprised and most of all loved for what u did.

u are my brightest star..

forever will be.

remember what i say about the word FOREVER?!

always and forever.

not someday.

every single day.

i love you.

and yes i'm glad i met u.

we will never grow apart.

i believe we will never.

a thousand million promises.

heee..the best part of my form 5 toooooooo

update update and my 100th post!

2010-01-11T17:04:00.000-08:00

whoops another half of the pics i have for prom..

too lazy to move it down...so yea..hee a lil messy..

jo ee maa...so yea..deal with it if u wanna read my blog.ahahh

with erik.
david and his and us..

kyle
ben koo
ghai jon.
eta ppl

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managed to spend a lil time with the girls before...well everyone starts growing apart..lunch at italliannies..haha..i don't want pizza....msaa's in president college doing some express program..nii and vonn doing a levels and i'll be in sam all by myself..i'm serious okayy u guys forget me i BOMB youu..ahhah=D oh wells really looking forward for my orientation tmr..=)hee...

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me in the car sending grandma back home to kampar..haha=)

zw's painted nails..heee...retarded...by mee dowhh..haha=)

just us..well baby's in sunway and i'm in taylors..

we'll make it through i know we will.

i have confidence in you..and u know no one is better than ur baby girl!

spend quite alot of time with him this holiday...

more than i expected. we never really go out much b4 this.
yea..its amazing ur still with me after so long..

its because i surprise u and make u smile everyday..

all ur worries go away...

just like mine..

i love you

my one and only baby boy.

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prom/09. well this long awaited day just ended so quickly..all those worrying about what to wear and where to go ...all the preparation work was really unnecessary..for my opinion..i spend waay too much for that night..should have kept it for better cause..sighh..its okayy..a night to remember i guess..everyone was all dressed up.all looking pretty and handsome in their own way..high 5 to all!

nominations for best dressed.

see i have muscular legs.haha

(not edited at all)

my dress is short in the front with

a long train at the back..

thanks all esp msaa for watching my tail for mee=)

heels off!!!

friends that i never thought i'll make in these 2 years.

i'll miss u all..

msaa: ever caring for me..sitting beside me for the whole year.well almost..haha=)

my basketball mate..super good planner!

come back and visit us kayyyy!!

nishaa: sweetest of all..gives me hugs all the time..haha..well true meaning of hugs..

u'll never get bored of them..everyone loves hugs..and i love it tooo!

and i'm auto invited now..see i got vip passes for everything now ey girl?hahha

vonnnn: i'll remember all those times where susela will shout our names for always talking

in her class..haha..yea lor got too much to talk about laa..hahha..yay!

and we drove for the 1st time in our lives togetherr..thanks to me..hahha=)

will definitely miss you!

ps..see i match ur names with ur fav colour too=)

a very tiny picture of us girls..

with erik...friend from primaryy..=)

real nice to talk too..heyy! stay strong with ur girl kayyy..

study hard in wherever u are..

retarded me..
drew.msa.me.ccy
me.hun.yew.koo
i like thiss
with kk thts now away at ns..=(

come back soon..

need partner for our ''videos''!!!

audience waiting for uss...

with shaun.

my brightest star.

dheepannn!!!

i will surely miss you!!

kevin sweetie..

always there when i need him.

ever since last time.

us..happyyy!!!
excuse me..performing for who?=)
her face when u were performing.haha.

jk.

my sexy date
super duper yeng!

deep fetched me there..

after waiting for so long..

phew..=)

awww..hunny big boy d!

like getting married.haha.

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well that kinda sums up all that i have been doing this whole month.

really nervous for college tmr..feeling old..5 year old girl big girl d!!!

ahaha..its okayy..we are all in this together..loving every bit of my high school days..

this is also my 100th post.been waiting to do this for a long time..something worth remembering..specially for everyone that has been in my life and helping me..guilding me through every step. wouldn't have made it without all of you!

i love you all!

all in 1

2009-12-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

mummy's..

daddy's
*friends since primary till all the big big belly now*
heee=)super cute.

kids..

dragonfruit flower

it only blooms once at night

then the next day the fruit is out.

pretty flower indeed.

shhhhh..

the boy who took away my virgin lipss!!

freaking muddy...

rainy dayyy...heee

the ass scratcher!

kids always emo whenever they are new..

hahaa...

i understand all of u!

no luck for fishingg?

this ppl stayed there for so many hours and caught...

nothing.ahhaha

my darling sweetiee

again!

xoxo

climb climb climb ppl!

long way to go...

sweetie with my super big heavy red umbrella..

went to my dad'd friend's fruit farm 2 days before spm started.

yea man..what a good girl i am ey?!

had a blast..as u see, i don't really have close cousin's or many family member's

so this is the ppl i kinda grow up with..heee..which explains why i'm still so childishh laaa.

heee..good thing okay!

2 more papers to go...=)

pity me sitting all alone at the last row in chinese paper.

sigh..=(

2009-11-07T01:36:00.000-08:00

a good deed.=) ur very welcome Azam...=)

eugene, ang, kee kiat, ccy, reuben, ghai jon,

claire, teacher, me

(minus kyle, mana you?)

coloursss...we shall go through spm all together and

we will score with wonderful colours for our results..

this was our last chemistry tuition..the one that alot of us go to.

and she is pn.loh.our chemistry teacher..

i think i'll miss her saying

''jo ee stop talking, do ur work!

''jo ee, stop distracting ur friends..

''jo ee stop looking at other's paper,do urself.''

times running out..and i am more lost than ever..

attending every last class of tuition is somehow becoming something real hard.

couldn't imagine how will i be on last day of chinese tuition,been with her for so long..=(

and congrats to pn.lee hee ai for her beautiful JJ's.!!!

giving birth is the ultimate test for every woman...

think twice alright! heee+)

malaysian association chinese comedians

2009-10-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

went to this comedy show on sunday!

1st thought it was some man talking absolutely nothing but its HIM!

hahaa... DOUGLAS LIM!!! he did the sexy back joke, yellow, and and ''i die also won't let u cut in ar!'' hahahhahhhaha...n etc..he's sensitive and caring too..and with a super good voice!

u all sure missed out everything for not going.its super good!

really did make me laugh...super cute too..he smiles shyly after each joke.

how cute huh?!=)

pun chi ho was down with chicken pox so he can't make it but douglas put up a 1 hour show..which is more worth it!

kuah jen han too was quite good..''my mother hai mai, got this friend aunty lucy.........''hahahahhahahahahahahah.....''CANNOT MAKE IT LAAAA....."

i know nobody will understand what i am talking about but its too damn good!

i tried recalling every one of his joke but only manage to remember a few n i couldn't tell it as good as him...=( bummmerr!!!

hahaha.my new ambition..comedian!!!!laugh all u want..i feeel stupid tooo.but its good..

this ppl are so great,they make ppl happy....would really want to attend it again someday!

keep up the good work MACC!!!

omgomgomgomgomg.

spm in 21 days.

shit case.

and i'm still thinking of douglas lim......haha.=D

people i love with all my heart.

2009-10-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

i learn to love the rain...

its funny how it pours down all so suddenly.

without a sign.

without needing to think about others.

i certainly enjoyed it.

something i will never forget.

things seem so simple then.

why can't it just stay simple?

can it be again?

please..

just smile and laugh all we want once more..

please..

i really don't know how to fix this..

the more i think.

the more tired i get.

i feel drained and tears keep pouring like the rain that i love.

hmmm...i wonder.

can u smile. laugh and giggle with me again?

i think i really need it to happen.

what gone?nothing is ever going to be gone.

i'm never letting this go.

nobody can stop me

a sign.

2009-10-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

i thought all was great
i thought all was well
i thought everything was fine
until i saw that..

is it true what u said?
every single word seems to hurt so much.
more than u can ever imagine.
i guess it was my fault.
all mine from the start.
tell me to stop this then i really will.
just tell me now.
''what was that about?''
''what is it about?''

i never stopped thinking,
i fell asleep holding 'it' in my hands,
i tried to stop thinking,
because u told me to.
i stopped crying because
u don't want me to.
i promised to be strong because
....u want me to.
n maybe that dream in the morning meant something,
something that i thought was actually nothing.
i was wrong.so wrong..it was a sign.
sign that u will leave..
but not quietly please..
not now please..

i am truly sorry.
so sorry that there is nothing more i can do.
tell me what is it about?
what is it and how do u think?
i don't know.
i really don't.
i want to understand but i don't know how.
please tell me.

*i hate what u said*

2009-10-07T09:00:00.000-07:00

i wanna fix things...
hmm...or maybe things are just alright as it is.
i don't know..
but i can't help but wonder,
what have we become..
hmmm....sigh..

suppose to be studying but keep having this very sien feeling laa....super bored...feeels lost.
ask me something,
i don't even know my name..
why oh why do i feel like that..
and i am super awake tonight...sooooo WEIRD...

yea and happy birthday msa wongggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

happy birthday

kevin tiahhhhhhhhhh!!!

waiting for u to be back..=) enjoy ur birthday...=)

i miss youu dear...

2009-10-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

mooncake festival...hoor...

played hide and seek with the rest of the kids for the whole night till 3 something n only got to sleep around 4.so tired.. i'm just so good at hiding..but freaking panasss wey..heee=)

last thursday

his name is yang zhen wei

my face is originally like this.

haha..nolaa..jk...=)

the so called the eta chinese gang.

i like this pictureeee

reunited..(one missing)

happy times...we were laughing nonstop but

about nothing i think...

oh oh..i know..its cause zw burped laa...yorrr!

zw! not taking picture of u laaa....hee=)

choking frm his ''burp''

happy ppl of the day..

everyone around us was staring at us..

used to feel embarassed about it long time ago.

but why do we care?

as long as we are happY! =D

end of last thrusday,

the earlier part was pretty good and fun too..

but pictures are not supposed to be posted i guess..

wouldn't wanna create any new havoc.so yea.

a great day.

post 91 !

2009-09-30T10:29:00.000-07:00

who is this laaaa?heee...*me*

i like this picture...i think i look good.hee..

what is this laaa...hooorrr! *i don't know*

sis birthday...

first time my parents ever appeared in my blog.

haha=)

a.k.a *mr and mrs.pms*

7 weekss holiday till spm?

hmm?

should i start now?

so hard and so much to do...

alaaaa...isshh...hee...how teacher? how?=)

tomorrow suppose to be a good day..

let's see how things turn out=D

*everything will stay the same, nothing will ever changed*

2009-09-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

surprise surprise!!!

what more can i say,

you can make me smile just like that...

one thought,

one move,

one sentence,

one action,

one love,

''n''

one smile.

thank you ang!

i love ice cream!

2009-09-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

hate that picture.
hate that its still there.
don't wanna look at it.
don't wanna think of it.
i should have known.
but i didn't want it to hurt this much.
can i say sorry and get u back?
maybe for another hour
before everything turn's bad again..
just give me a lil time.
i trust you..
i always did.
but why is it so hard for things to be fine.
hate it when the sun sets and sun rise.
don't wanna think anymore..
really don't.

i don't wanna say goodbye.
i really don't.
you know it's you.

7 yr old bf + lagoon(a lil) + tuition

2009-09-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

not so myself...

don't wanna say or comment much.

i should have known better.

words can't describe.

2009-09-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

we have been walking for sometime,

maybe it is time to stop and think and wonder.

if you are still mine,

and i think, u really still are my dear.

i know i was get carried away,

sometimes i neglected my hunny's feelings,

u did not know that it was just a way,

because YOU are the only one that are i am always thinking.

i am sorry u had to bear with all these,

i know that is it never easy,

i will wanna give u a piece of cheese,

to make YOU feel all sexy.

i know i shouldn't be greedy,

but u too shouldn't be naughty.

i will try my best to be the best baby,

for you are the sweetest daisy.

i wanna hear u laugh,

i wanna hear u smile,

u must not be rough,

because everything is worth while.

i love you tan calson,

we will never be done.

u know me best and i know you,

u are everything that i want!

thanks for everything so far

2009-09-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

i am dead tired right now..but everything seems not right and u know what?

i think what i have done so far to u is damn right..

once i thought i would change and wanna be nice.

but...

not anymore...the fact is screwed n will be permanently drilled into my mind.

i will not chnage my mindset about u anymore...

that is how frustrated i am..

if u wanna play nice and friendly to me then i will do the same.

=) i am a pretty good actress too u know..

thanks for everything so far...

2009-09-17T03:09:00.000-07:00

i realise what i have now is what i really wanted,
those were just challenges that i have to face.
because for u the truly sweetest,
makes friendship no more a maze.

i once thought u were the one,
guess i was wrong.
all those fake and make believe fun,
is nothing compared to that sweet song.

so i thank YOU for dropping by,
you washed away my tears and chased away the animal.
it is true and never a lie,
i will always be here and will always be ur angel.

thank you Ang..=)

ending or the beginning..

2009-09-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

the only long prom dress i like..

ignore the face..the dress super nice=)

i want!

this is something i like...hmm..

i like COLOURSS!!!

exams are so over!!!!

screw the ever postponed physics of course...heee...alaaa...my com spoil so yea no pictures ...please bear with me...

and so trials results are all back...failed my chinese essay again...omg..i should not write another post about me and my essay...i just tend to go off point..my teacher is so going to be dissapointed in me if i tell her i got C again..i used to be one of the best...''once laa'' not anymore...hopefully SPM will be great...i just need to register everything in my brainss...issshh..jo ee's brain cacat! but i pro add maths today!!!!

i happy..yea la yea la..nobody will believe that u really did not cheat la..and i didn't..unlike the others...ey.over! ahaha i think everybody cheated la..no nvm i guess..i don't care...but YOU shouldn't okay? next time u should ask me 1st when u are making any decisions...heee...proud of me aren't u?=)

i will post more things up soon laa..just wanna update a lil..hee..

god bless the broken road...

melted my heart..

hee..till my com comes back!=)

2009-09-04T03:47:00.000-07:00

what i want and what i have to do.
i want all.
but it is not possible to do so.
maybe just for a while more..
just a while..
let me remember.
let me enjoy it just a little while more..
i want that smile and laughter to always and always be around.
there's nothing more that i want.
just smile and not be sad or stressed up.
i like that the most.

i don't want it to happen again.
not again.
then what?

2009-08-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

haha...i guess i should write something for u too since i couldn't study anymore n its the middle of the night! haha..thank you ang! u laaaa make me semangat,can't sleep d.haha..

but i have no picturesss..wait i do..one and only one ..haha..make u famous a bit!

taken by you ppl.

was on my wallpaper for sometime..=)

oh shoot, i really don't know what to write,

since its the 1st time u mentioned about me in urs i'll just mention ur name too laaa...ahha..

easier..until you really write about me then i'll do..ithis sounds so mean laaa but i really am speechless....i didn't know you'll do that la...thats so sweet..and i think its ur fault..ahha..but its okayy...=D go studyy laa youu ang..haha.

muh new pair of shoooeeesss...super niceeee!!!! after shoe hunting for 2 monthss! i finally got something simple but still so nicee! i likeee!! ahaha..kinda costly though...i only use it once a while but haha..don't care!

he realllly leavvving deeeee!!!!!

2009-08-24T08:09:00.000-07:00

how shall i start,

we knew each other from the start.
it was in primary,

all these seem so crazy.

it's true ur one of a kind,

but i know u'll never be mine, *petra's**hee*

ur one bright kid,

one that's hard to beat.

its true ur future is bright ahead,

but please don't forget me just yet.

i'll be here, in some corner of the world,

hoping that someday u'll still call and and say ''how are you girl?''

i will really miss you,

i just hope you will miss me too, would you?

and so,together will my forever lousy english,

i would like to make a list,

a list that i hope u will keep as long as this will stay,

this list is filled with things and everything we've been through,

all the things that we could but didn't do.

i will give it to you before u leave,

it's the least i can give,

for u make such an influence in my life,

i love you yi jun...

i do.

omg,that wad the worse poem i've ever written..so sorry,my vocab sangat limited la...haha=)soweee..will write a better one some other day k! so stay tuned sayang..let me just say this in a normal way la,so much easier, i've known you for so long but i never thought that we can ever get along so well and since we did, i am really glad and happy about it..remember all those silly whisperings in tuition that teacher always caught us doing and u were once always unhappy if zc sits with me...i know laa i wanted..haha..those were the times where u will laugh and share ur daily happenings with me .although u've changed school for more than a year now,nothing seem to change. i like how things are n don't ever want it to change but i know that is impossible as life always prepares us for more challenges ahead, nobody knows what is going to happen tomorrow,what more is there to wonder 2 years later? its sad i know. but i want to let you know, this moment, this hour, this minute, at this very second. i want you to know that i really am thanful for having you as my friend..you are one of the nicest and closest friend that i have..n all of you are leaving me one by one..its sad..it really is...i don't know laaaa...i really will miss you yi jun..i really will...don't forget me okay?!! promise u'll still come out with me someday and u can spend quality time with me and my dad...or maybe me only..haha..+0 i'll be happy to attend ur wedding with ***** someday n i know that is what u really long for...nothing beats seeing u happy..so, have a pleasant trip and study hard k! remember me if you have the time! well, actually not when u have the times,u have to always and all the time k! promise me that? i love you yi jun!!!! hee=)

lastly, i lil pictueee of myself...so pweeetyyy la...i want but loose laa...alaa...hate it when something looks good but can't find the right size...=( i want this..nice right?right?right?hee... \

till the,

night peeps!

i'll miss you...

2009-08-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

http://www.erricafashion2u.com/home/errica/t1/index.php

help my pet bro's mum! for all u fashionista's who want or is interested in clothes but can't go out this hols...this is the place!!! go check it out k! its quite nice onee!! i'm going to check it out next week, will tell u guys about it if u all interested laa..=)

happy holidayss ppl!
i'm super PROUD OF YOU! YEA YOUU!!!
quality good friends i have and i'm proud of it..teeheee

2009-08-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

to start this off, a big apology for abandoning my blog. been busy preparing exams and now in the middle of exams but i finally have time because hello the holidayss! ahaha..the sucky thing is i think my mum kinda grounded me from going out due to the increasing case of h1n1..i spend my whole tuition period yesterday talking about h1n1 with teacher and my friends...so weird rite..n some are ppl i never talk to before..i realise the front 2 seats are hauunted....(omg,so scary rite?zheng chen?!) seriously, everybody who seats there willl talk nonstop like a machine...crazy one..hahah...

updates for exam,
>chem (alright i guess,but my essay always ended up getting super low for
god knows what reason)
>add maths (screwed up..thanks to lim bee lann)
>bio (another super ''good'' subject which i'm sure to die..)it made me so sad.
.alaa..hate bio.thanks ang for paper twreeeee..=)
>physics (wo bu zhi dao)
> mod maths (was kind tough to me i guess..this is what i get for not listening
in class..nautical miles?! whats that?! =S)
>the rest (after the hols)

all these may seem so easy to type and say but the preparing process was horrible i tell you...i sleep like...i dunno 2-3 hours a day exam week..i read everything before but i just can't remember a thing when exams come..whyyy la....?issh..seriously..dunno what wrong with my brain maybe its the 70% 30% thingy la...hahah...thanks everyone for noticing its me..ahahah sakkaaii..damn meann..but nvm la..but seriously even when i sleep in the afternooon i thought i was going crazy..i cannot sleep peacefully..i keep having flashbacks flashbacks and more flasbacks of the formula and stuff that i dunno..its like killing me from the inside..dunno laa..lucky i have ppl to support me through that time...hoor...!thanks B and anggg..=) i love you bothhh banyak banyakk!before

after

and i love kim kardashiann's blond hair...its super super nice..i want toooo!! but i'll have to wait till end of the year la..my hair is like super black man n i've never dyed it in my life..i don't think there's anyone who haven dye theirs before rite..very lil la i mean..i wannnt laaaa....but not that blond la...slightly..heee...i sukaaaaa laaa..like so desperate for it..n good knews too! chinese exam is like almost 1 week after everybody's spm are over...what a reason to celebrate?! but maybe its good too...dunno laa..but 1 week later man..so longg....crazy one..and i've not been swimming for 2 weeks d...my legs resuming its size...shooooott mann! cannot thin d laa...i want but so hard dunno how also...isshhh.....i think its meant to be laa..i also dman malas d. oh oh oh!!! and yi jun leaving d...omg so soon...its like yesterday he just told me that he's leaving but he's really going deeeeee like next weekk..omgosh, i hope u don't forget me..u won't rite? i feel u'll have a bright future!! i just know it u are going to be the boss of something and u'll help me through everything rite? u promised...i'll see you soon k before u leave? we take banyak banyak picturess and make sure u bring them along k! i'll miss u laa sayangg...

and lastly,a lil something i like to end with..

you are my sunshine,
my ONLY sunshine,
you make my happy,
when skies are grey,
you'll never know ''xxxx'',
how much i love you,
please smile for me once more okay.

thank youuuu....=) *3 times d k*

2009-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

a hug can simply mean more than it is..its a important action that can't just be given out just like that..to me..it meant waaayy more..if you can just remember that time..do you remember the time? when we....
words can't describe..

RIP

2009-07-14T03:49:00.001-07:00

poor little bear...as u can see...all of its part of the body is gone..chinese call this as '' wu ma fen si''...only evil people will do this..the bear didn't even live for a day...poor bear..they even took out its eyes..so mean.. *credits to nisha for pulling out 1 eye,derrick for pulling out 1 eye n 1 arm, cy laughing n LIM KEE KIAT for pulling out all the other parts of it(u should see how he cut the head and body apart using my metre ruler..crazy...n damn funny*

sesat people..too bored kacau my bear...can't sew back laa...so hard..each of u buy me a new one..ahha..jk..nvm la..just a silly day..

why is it so hard to forget? i wish i could. n seems so hard to get it back.

2009-07-12T00:38:00.000-07:00

i was about to study n the com distracted me....eeee...i'm so lazy la..
just got back frm mc'd run! ahahah
me and von practically..''ran'' the whole way...yea rite...u think ppl like us will..ahahha
msa got some consolation prize thingyy which mean she got medal..i like! ahah

and kevin's back..alaa..parents abandoned me in dataran merdeka=no phone and = no contact with the ouside world..i should have went home earlier then i can go..=( if its the next outing i'm sure..''she'll'' be der...eee...tak suka laa...oh wells..my 1st time finishing any marathon besides school's cross country so i'm proud of myself! (although we couldn't find the finishing point of the race..hahaha...2 blurr ppl= SESAT!) ahha..still happy though and my toe nails hurt...deperately in need of a new sport shoe...=( i want! and need to study..i am damn serious...but can't la..so hard..eeeiiishh...hahaa...and freaking banyak ulser...i keep biting myself whenever i eat or munch on anything..face too chubby laa...so painfull...*sniff-sniff*

joee,
i'm COLOURFUL!

2009-07-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

short might as well no need.
damn m song d make me more m song!
damn zZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz laaa....
wad the hell la...like seriously...
don't want then no need laa..
i don't need u to.isssh...!!!!
die...die..die..u stupid thingg...

4th and 5th of july

2009-07-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

as i said before it's like a carnival weekend.
saturday was my school's and sunday was seafield's.

i didn't really play anything in my school's one though..seafield one was ok la..but my school better and congrats to my class...we got the HIGHEST SALES in morning session! thanks to Pn.Sulo and all who have helped in 5 Sigma..i've never been in a class that get's praise and compliments before since primary..aha..it feels good somehow..what do u expect? we have like 4 stalls la..n i came late coz of the audition which did not went well, i wanna sing laa...but i can't at that time..now i can't join anymore..so embarassing.ahha.=) u laa!make me gelabah! fat one lo.hahah...but nvm i don't blame you..now i know i should go solo! ahha..malaysia wait for me! i'll be famous one day..*blush*(i will not i think..haha.just wanna sound confident laa...)

And on sunday sean is being real nice that he fetched me to seafield and back..n i think ur dad is such a nice person..its so cool that u and ur siblings can get along so well,u should see how bad i am with my sis..u can never understand..haha..jealous..=(..we spend quite sometime together..thank you for being such a nice host! i know i suck la...u suppose to be good..ur a guy..haha. hope to see u soon and thanks so much for keeping me company n insulting me...no thanks for that.hee..n lucky you i not shy or else i won't be talking at all.. will be laughing the whole time..(wait.i think i did that most of the time..oh wells.) i'll miss you.take care seanny boy!

i look horrible in tht picture....i wanna be photogenic too!(at times laa..hah.=)

i have essay to do..

damn don't like est work..so much to do..

bye ppl..=)

nightyy night.

to go or not to go for?

i shall not decide anymore..

2009-07-04T18:19:00.000-07:00

carnivals one after the other..mmm...will post pictures up soon..=)
congrats henning..!

i miss you baby..so so much..

1st birthday post + future stars!

2009-06-27T02:49:00.000-07:00

happy birthday yvonnneee!!!!

this is my 1st birthday post and i dedicate it to u von dear! hee...happy birthday! i finally remembered ur birthday! so sorry..but i won't forget it anymore...i'm such a blurr person rite..anyways..i wish u a happy happy birthday! poor u have to start of ur day selling bubble tea in school but fear not! i'm around to help.well, actually i didn't really help..but yea..von is a happy go lucky sweet girl...plus she's single! its nice having u around.cheering ppl up n without u i won't have anyone to accompany me in class whenever pn kalwant or pn susela is not in the mood.we always get yelled by them.ahah..don't worry so much alright..everyone is happy n things will be ok sooner or later..dun frown, i'll put a smile on ur face!!! i love you von!

happy 17th birthday babe!

presenting now..the future stars in malaysia! no eye and the guai lou!haha.

they got in our school's talent quest n will be performing n be competing in the semi finals tmr.so anyone intesrested can come to support them!

open day n our ''semangat class'' had to be in school to sell pizze n bubble tea.nisha n msa yelling from the toilet..suppose to attract ppl's attention.haha..crazyy...

nishaa!!!
hahha...one stop pizza n bubble tea stop!
thanks for supporting our class kind uncle's and auntie's=)

in mng.the back super nice but the front so disspointing..isshh

msa.alvin n half of ushaa...

claire,henning,me,fat

fat's face so big.hahah.

i hope u will fix things..u are such a busy boy.hmm...just come back.

u suppose to sing to me only.i'm selfish i know but ur mine!

i don't care...

i really have to buckle up and start studying.i really have to.i keep telling myself but there's so many going on..i'm afraid..i really am..i need to freaking start studying..i will..i hope i can..

i wanna do well,i want to! especially my chinese.i wanna show my teacher that i'm not a pig after all...i can do it..n i wanna make her proud.i will try.=D

loves,

joee.

enjoy ur weekend peeps!

i only realise the unseen people now...thankfully..i love you all.

2009-06-20T11:21:00.000-07:00

awesome! but i just giggled.

bummer!!!!!

will update soon.

i'm happy today!

esssaaaayyysss!

2009-06-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

CREATIVITY

what does this word mean to you? it may just be some word from the dictionary but to me its something that resembles who i am. the only thing that i think i'm good at is that.

being creative is not only at drawings or designing only.it can be in all form.we need ideas everyday make decisions in life to make things seem a little more interesting n by being creative it can bring u far and built an individuality in everyone...thats what my dad say.

or maybe its just something he say to make me feel better.

i'm never good at anything but i have ideas.ideas n ideas.ideas which i think are good n i love every bit of it.n to me thats the only thing i have.something that really belongs to me n no one can take it away from me no matter what.

thats why i'm making such a big fuss about it.simply because its a only thing i freaking HAVE!

i cannot accept that i failed my english n chinese essay! i wrote too much..too over the top! i deserve what i deserve okay!!! pn.chow said i can go become some movie director cause i have so much imagination that its not logic n making a movie out of it, i will get a lot of response.better than me writing essays in school! ugggh whatever woman!

do not insult my ideas! its a freaking essay! i can write whatever i want.i wanna describe however i want to.

jo ee,
signing off.
=(die..
screw exams!

ps. my ribena turned to ice!!!
i'm drinking it although i have a real bad sore throat!

2009-06-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

12 vertical n 4 whole.
my body hurts so bad n arthur stop looking!
don't laugh la...so mean..=(

my nail art!!!!! gone!
stupid me..haha
arthur seriously stop looking laaaaaahhh!

normal weekend

2009-06-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

i was back to babysitting the 3 chipmunks again during my weekend..super tiring i must say...they can just run up n down up n down up n down nonstop...n they eat so little..i wonder how?crazy !!!..n

i'll be seeing them again this week.omg so dead but they are fun to be with at times.

i played lego n pillow throwing with them..kids maa...oh my i realise i look really young for a 17 year old.*smiles* i'm only 5.haha. i finished nie today! my front page super pro!!! well.at least i think so...hee.went swimming lessons.i'm getting better n my leg is diffrent la..i mean it is slimmer la seriously.not mer?=(hmm....the mirror is playing tricks on me i guess..haha..don't care! as u can see i'm kinda red.slightly drunk=)
kidss..

i damn boredd laaahhh...

my favourite kid.he's super cute n cause he calls me pretty jie-jie.

haha

i really want the purple nike shoes n the fish tro watch...i want....=(

i'm letting u fly away!

2009-06-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

well, looks like i decided not to delete both of it.

spend too much time n effort on it.

i'm angry n unhappy! go dieee!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is what i wanna do now.

2009-06-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

retarded picture la..super embarassing too...=D
me n sx failed bio experiment.cannot expect too much..i dunno how to do at all.hahah..
the 2 above pictures was on cliods one day progaram thingy..it was ok i guess..
overall.the last think i tot was meeting nick..so stupid.
i acted liek a clown rite nisha.hahha..''weird'' is the word for it.hahah
i bu zhi dao la...but super cooL!
it was the last thing i tot of but poof!!!..its like magical..hahah
i dunno.just happy.
lalalala=D
*omg B don't kill me*

what u looking at?retarded.ahha.=)
cuteeee...
i like u retarded.haha.

he just can't wait to makan...
but still have to pose for the camera 1st!
smileee!

yay! can makan d!
my fat boy happy d!
*happiest moment in his life*

i also happy can makan.
but i not fat!
i fit!
=)

this picture super niceee..

dumb!

no more..thts a day out with fat boy!

haha..

that sums up to 3 now.

1st was super short.

2nd we're lost.

3rd was fast.

i enjoyed!

i ate!

i smiled!

i laughed!

i cried!

there will be more

for i will know

it would be better

cause of what we've been through

it just keeps getting better

because i love you!

oh ya...and i talked to kevin today after so long! i'm super happy somehow..i missed him..he's in aus by the way n he will be back in msia soon..real soon.i miss the times in eta where ntg can get in my way ,only me always fighting with the fat boy n i always hv u guys to back me up n talk me out of everything.thank you dheep,kevin lu quan.u guys always put a smile on my face. although it was just talking nonsense n shit,its nice..i liked that...how i wish it was the same...

we only realise what we miss when its gone..why are humans like that?

2009-05-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

i didn't know it'll be so hard without u being around..seems like a million years since i last saw you and talk to you..why laa u wanna go thailand and see those sex changed females and males..u hv a perfect one here waiting for you*blush*..hahah. come back please..n no going for any camps..i don't let! i wonder what are u doing now..n just now n yesterday n tmr..promise to tell me about it when u get back k? i need to laugh and scream!*pulls hair!!* hmm...guess i'll still have to wait..i will not let you go anywhere without me anymore..=P * i don't care!* as i always would say..but this time i really don't care...just come back..i miss ur sillyness n the way u always cheer me up. n ur fats! HAHA.

i love you..i miss you alot.

2009-05-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

happy holidays people...

everything's fantastic...everything's fine...uggh..so not...it will be as long as he's back..

righty? u will make everything fine again won't you? i'm innocent. i really am.

exam's are over and gone!=)

2009-05-29T08:34:00.001-07:00

fat boy!!! get back here now!!!

i'm drowned....quickk!!!!

2009-05-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

EXAM ! EXAM! EXAM!

STRESS!!!!!!

I OFFICIALLY CANNOT DO ADD MATHS AT ALL....HOW LAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

=Di'm happy somehow.. my fat boy is back !..*woohooo!*

the ball went IN!!!!!

2009-04-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

best picture ever!!! above the scores there's a number 4 and next to it there's a dot...a dot indicates a free throw!! it went in..some SK girl fouled and i got to shoot free throw....(i know i've repeated this a thousand times but yea bare with it)hee..=) i was like omg and was jumping and jumping and jumping!!!! scoring is not jo ee-ish alrighty...but today i did! damn freaking cool! i should go buy lottery or something..heee..anyways...forgot to mention this is all about MSSD basketball and we are in the FINALSS!!! and yea i scoredd!! SCORED!!! HAHAHA..only 1 la but yea..i still scored!!!! i am happy...

below are the pictures taken by yzw...

porn star!!
ss-ing himself

err...

li sha telling us what to do..hmm..listen listen!

i sedang do add maths...(i look ugly here x(

taken by yzw.

guys 1st match! what a waste 17-18.

suppose to be a cute picture la ccyew!

omg...u**y...hahahah..

yvonne is so gonna kill me seeing this picture here..hahahah

we were stuck there the whole day and oil paper on our face!!

i'm oil free=)

at jon+cy's party..transvestides they are!

von kai,yee and me.^^

another picture of me in action..very hard to get one...ps.i do not run..

well, actually is i can't run..ahhaha..but i still did.

last year la...just for the experience..=)

edward and DK.

i missed my YOU this whole week..hmm..=( i hope things will be ok again..

i missed ur company and u making me smile and the way u look at me..

i wish...i wish...i wish...

i just miss you and miss us....we will be alright,right?

exams are really coming..i'm dead but i'm currently happy...!

little things that i liked and wanted are what i really look forward to.

M I N E

2009-04-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

And so the day came and passed..i mwas not really looking forward to see this american idol boy here..but everything changed and i'm kinda in love with him..he so freakingutterlyeffingsuperduperlyomgunresistablefreshyounghappyly ADORABLE!!!

for u guys who went u know what i mean...the crazy fans and all so welcoming and loud crowd! DAVID ARCHULETA fan's are greatt!!! this little cutie was stomping on the ground the whole time...never seen him like that before...i felt his passion for singing somehow..he sang out his heart and soul and i was touched by it. =D

the place the showcase was held...it was hot like hell..free sauna..

i and mummy

one of the guest artist-daniel lee (malaysian idol) many suported him too...surprisingly!

after waiting for god knows how long..he came out and send everyone screaming and all stood up! he's so freaking adorable!! and he's very suitable to be minee!!!

and again...OOOhhhh..

reach out as far as u can.. :)

he's happy to see all of us><

sesat singing face..cuteeee!!!

touch my hand!

and then he starting playing the songs himself..he started to glow..

and even more..
he glowingg...=)
he stopped glowing a while
started the glow again and....
taaadaaahhhh!!! glowing like an angel!!!!=D

the end.

the showcase which lasted less than half hour was great!

i think it won't be too long till he comes back to us...

i wanna see you again!!!

i'm super happy ''he'' misses me..oooo...

so freaking cool!...

so so so so freaking cool...

he misses me..

me...

me..

mee...

i cried when i heard that.

how dumb of me..

but still he misses me..

he said he does..

and its been a while since we met..

and talked..

and still he remember's me..

and still misses me..

he still misses me..

misses me..

and misses me...he's such a nice fella..

his name is not to be mentioned.

u know who u are

but sadly he doesn't ever read my blog..

hmm..i wonder...

well, i was scared i annoyed him but..

in the end he said he misses me..

i thought he'll never say..

i should have went!

regret..

regret...

regret..

regret laaaaa.....

issshhhh!!!

how am i to say..

I MISS HIM TOO!!!!

goodbye...take care ''xxxxxxxx''

shoe hunting!!!

2009-04-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

referring to my topic i'm really desperately in need of shoes!!! i need a normal slip on one and a running all sports shoes...went shoe hunting today n all the ones i like are dirty or is the last pair..i was so pissed and annoyed...but luckily food cheered me up..i ate 5 meals today..all so good!!! actually super gooood! ahaha..i think i need to exercise but i'm so lazy..i'm so so so lazy..(sorry msa)

tried on a few dresses today which i know i can never afford at pavillion..the sales girls were all so friendly and sweet or else i wouldn't even dare touch the dresses...i know what i want for prom d..i want like white-ish yellowsh colour with lace and flairs...damn nice!!! it was a coincidence.didn't mean to take all the same colour but ended up in all same colours..fate..ahaha..

see what i mean...plain short one this is..=)

mcm a character in some fairytale..i like!!!

long ones...i like this too..it has white shiny beads in the middle but too dark my fon camera cacat la..hee..

plain..jo ee-ish but too big had to use my hand to hold the back.hahha.

next,

leadership camp pictures in dusun eko pahang!

eta/2005/2006/2007 reunited!!!

me,deep,kk,claire,quraisha,yzw,lu quan,aina,aliff,reuben pak!!

nine-us( 9-us) my group during the 3 days 2 night camp..although we did not win anything but i'm proud of everything we achieved...i think we are the winner somehow..just that ppl don't know it..i learned alot..i thought i was weak and helpless but we're not..i'm stronger somehow...went through alot n realised i can do and be better..=D

members in the group, (me,msaaa,chun keat,chin hooi,reuben paak,huei chin,nadhirah,aaron.)

chun keat and nadhirah managed to climb the rock..so proud of them and our raft was perfect thanks to me..chey!! haha..but i seriously think thats the only thing i'm good at..i like to tie ropes!! there's pattern to it too!! damn cool! however, its hard to untie after that so yea..haha..sorry ppl..but we did such a great job! we did rock climbing,ab sailing(don't know how to spell tht),obstacle course thingy,raft building and sailing,group discussing,and our very own 2 minutes drama which i can't upload here...damn funny i likey NUT! haha..people that i thought will never talk to i made friends with them...its a beginning and i'm liking every bit of it..i hv an extra muscle on my butt!! =P haha.

claire don't pluck ppl's leg hair laaa...!!!

again..with tun this time..

sigma-ians with mr.jacob

our canteen

in the hall on the last day

me and joanna foo! 2nd picture with her.haha..

photo shoot day in some padang..so freaking hot man!! hamsap kk!!

over what u called me again!!!
haha=D

me and mr.duck!

yang zhen wei!!

THE END

will update when i have time..

exams are just around the corner..

sara...too bad short one not around..

we have some semi-formal dinner thingy lagi la...haha=D

flushed away!!!

2009-03-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

congrats to me...my phone is spoilt again..once again i think phones and i couldn't match...it really is bad luck! or maybe fate..haha...why do we need phones? i don't need it..who says i do...*screams*i need it laaa...issh...technology nowadays...hmm..mmmm...mmm...holidays has just begun and am not really looking forward to it..i need to force myself to study..but ntg seems to be going in my head..hoor! jo ee die la..really die d laa..haha..

anywaya these are pictures on my weekend=) went for our annual yep dinner at tgi fridays...ordered some mudslide thingy which msa got addicted to..haha..thats to up the cost of the bill...they only allowed us to order the fixed 2 course meal..haha..luckily i smart!hee...we had fun.

birthday girls on that night..joanna foo and usha!

i punya phone camera..not bad ey!heee..hee...do u want our names?guess not.plus msa's hand =D

again..reunited..mana the short one.haha

and now presenting........

the poser....

retardedlookinglysweet...

and....

original!

my fat boy!

haha..taadahh..the post u wanted..heee..

got to go...what a long post..=) bye..

loves,

joee

2009-03-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

let me update you with my life...

1.went futsal today..i scored 4-1=3.haha..attacked by my own team members..kk on my leg on jon on my head..issh..haha..

2. went swimming...really glad that i could resist not buying a piece of cake after that..i'm fitter now.ahhah..not!

3. aunt came to my house and stay all of a sudden...luckily its only for a day..i guess..ahha..

4..results are ok i guess..except maths and add maths..i really need to brush up and my chinese..so horrible...oh ya not to forget chemistry...uggh..

5. i need to be fit..i see so many ppl around me all being so thin all of a sudden but i'm still like this...=( i'm trying..this holiday will be my time..hahaha..i hope.=D

6. i realise importance of friendship.. i've been through more than anyone could imagine..i just wish things won't change....but some are not how they seem to be..its scary but it'll make me a better person and i can be better..i want to be..

that's about all..nothing much..exam's are over and i need to study and i wanna go out! and i need to go shopping...we go shop for everything! ahaha..byee...

i likey this picture..haha...happy holidays people!

2009-03-06T09:29:00.000-08:00

i damn freaking pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u freaking liar!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a girl for god sake!
childish shit!!!!!!

loving my body!

2009-03-06T05:59:00.000-08:00

in according to my classmates calling me names cause of my kneeless and big and elephant legs...credited to kk who calls me fat and jon and cy and...more.....i shall talk about legs today!!

yea yea i know my legs are'' ........'' but at least its not as flabby and huge like this

or as BAD AS THIS

AND OF COURSE I WOULD LIKE LEGS LIKE THIS...I WOULD KILL TO HAVE THEM

BUT I FIND THIS VERY SCARY...SHE'S TOO MUSCULAR...I RATHER BE AS WHAT I AM NOW..HEE=) KNEELESS IS JO EE-ISH LAAA..

So... If Hours of Cardio, Hundreds of Crunches, $100's of Dollars of Wasted Fat-Burner Pills, and the Gimmick Ab-Belts & Abdominizer Machines Don't Work... What Does Work to Get That Tight Sexy Stomach?

Stop Making It Harder on Your Body and Start Working WITH Your Body

I feel that if ur body doesn't want to lose or shed off that excess pounds and fats then just let it be..ahha..or else we will have to work real hard on it and be determined..and do all the crazy exercises that you can ever imagined...my legs are born like that laa what to doo..=(..i'm happy happy with what i have ..(well,actually not, who knows maybe miracles might happen)

i'm tired...stupid com can't upload my phone pictures...issh..sorry..i'll try to..stay tuned people..do come by and visit when you all miss me..=D

last but not least.....my legss! aahah...painted and 'conteng' by crazy classmates..=)

celebrate or not?

2009-03-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

~tuition gang in white~

we were suppose to wear jeans too but kk said no need..haha.don't care=)

i'm going to post up all of us when we got rainbow colours!

''goodbye my lover,goodbye my experiment frog''

so sorry for abandoning this little bloggie of mine..been quite busy and thanks to the B who has helped me updated a little...actually very little..and yea..according to what he said..i was busy with examss...and was stressed almost everyday of the week. i drank brands chicken essense because somehow coffee makes me sleepy and drinking coffee is no good for my constantly bloated tummy and yea i managed to stay up till 2 but ended up looking like a zombie every morning....hee..early halloween anyone? haha..

my bio,chem, mod maths and add maths was not so good and those were the subjects that i really put effort into..the others couldn't be much bothered but managed to answer all the questions..isshh why laa!!!! i'm super careless,no matter how many times i check after the paper was handed up to the teacher i always realise that there's coemthing wrong and marks are gone just like that! uggh..dumb! blank exam sheets with long questions scares me..i tend to think out of the box and do stuff which is not relevant at all,i can do it..i know i can but i panicked la..i wanna hv a microchip in my brain to register all the stuff that i come across..i would like to be sucessful someday.

my current ambition is to be a doctor by the way! laugh all u want..even i, myself can't believe it..hahaha=)

i always have this empty feeling after exams..feeel the urge to read...but i'm lazy...and i think i should clean my cupboard....my clothes have been chucked in it for the past few months..the last time i tidied it was in october! ahahahaha..u should see the mess..its my little piece of art...but its so hard..i dislike folding it all nicely...whats the use of it..after a week it will becoem the same again..issh..cupboards...i don't wanna wear worn clothes anymore when i become rich..ahaha.. i wear once and give them away to the poor and buy new ones to wear...hee..thats what i always wanted..it saves space, energy and i'm doing charity at the same time! whoalahh! heee...good.good. someday i will really be SANTA JO EE...

hee...thats all..read on my next post! its interestingly jo ee-ish i guess..ahha..taa=)

+nerdy me+

huhu

2009-02-28T07:47:00.000-08:00

hello,Calson a.k.a B!!!!!! here helping my baby to update her blog!!!!so...if u were ever wondering wad this silly girl is up to...she is currently studying(i too am suppose to be studying now)!!!!!however,she can't seem to keep her eye open.apart from that,she has too damn many distractions like ~~ME ME ME~~ TV,and her own sleepiness!!!Exams sure are something stressful...but,the exam this term is supposed to be a piece of cake..since all papers are 1 hour paper,but we must still study hard to ~~not be noob~~ achieve excellent academic results...when did i bcome so exam-minded??i have no idea...bahh!!!!on to another topic!!!!

BABY!!!!Happy Belated 1314 Days...Belated by 5 days as today is Day 1319....i hope we can last 1314(sry...but i dunno how to translate it into english...but it's suppose to mean forever...)and wif this 1314 days...i hope i can celebrate yet another few thousand days wif u...I LOVE YOU!!!!

last but not least...have a happy week ahead everyone!!!and good luck to those who have exam!!!goodnight every1...my eyes are smaller den they are already...BYE!!!!

-B!!!!!!!-

2009-02-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!

happy valentines day ppl!
i love you baby!

and jon,
claire,
msa,
cy,
kk,
nisha,
yvonne,
zhen wei,
esther,
kevin,
dheep,
nick and ppl i know! ahahah..

seriously i can't stop omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg laaaaaa!!!!!!

i will update soon..too lazy..many pictures though..stay tuned!

my CNY

2009-02-02T05:24:00.001-08:00

hee...happy cny! one more week to go!

angpau's have been great! funny its kinda increasing...compared to last year..=D

cross country is on next thursday...so much for my target to get top 15.haha..

i just recovered frm dengue la..doctor said i can't do too much exercising..if i faint half way who will be there to save me? oh my..haha..oh well, let me show you come picturesss!!!

i made this mouse lantern thingy from paper..its very hard k! =)

he's not warmed up yet! aww..jun ming!

lian he and jun ming.they turned my house upside down..O.O

hug me hug me

jun yang and man

so freaking adorable

cute retards..=)

mad woman i am

yang zhen wei! its not to the side laa..

ccy! muscular huh? (not)hee

who took this?

girls that walked from usj3-usj4-ss19-ss17

close d!! missed it!

*chooop!* chun ey! i captured the moment!!

walking in the rain...

my lens blurred la! my house!

at claire's! cal and claire tennis!!

barbie doll!!

she's afraid of you B! haha..it was so funny taking this picture!!

i like this picture! but so dark laa!!!

last but not least..my much awaited pay cheque..last pay cheque to be exact! i'm happy but now i have no excuse to go back there again..i miss swensens...=( i wnat you all back! haih...but how?

oh yea...and my hair is going crazy i think! where got such thing cny cannot cut hair...ishh...

i have school tmr..hohoho..i likey this new year ..i feel old too somehow...i'm 17 omg! ahah..don't care..as long as i'm happy!

goodbye y'all!

happy pre cny!

2009-01-23T07:37:00.000-08:00

its holiday again...oh my i realise managing my blog is so hard..i hardly have time for it..but i will keep it alive people.. i really look up to those who can update it daily..seriously...maybe i'm juz not such a ''blogger'' person..but sometimes it feeels nice expressing things that i feel...and yea..i was saying..happy pre cny! feels like i've only been to school for 1 week since beginning of the year due to dental appointments and DENGUE..it was a near death experience...told u i hate mosquitoes...stupidsmallsupertinyinsect can actually kill human's as big as us...we are 100000 times bigger than it u know..! crazy! oh and yea...my aunt couldn't book the hotel...all fully booked la..now i have to suffer in my grandma's place with all the 'cikokuniya' and dengue mosquitoes...i cannot afford to get sting by it again! and checkup is tmr...hope my platelets stay at a good level...and pn.aw i shall pray that u get well soon...i need you for econs!

went dinner with my dad's primary classmates just now...this little boy in the picture super cute..!! his dad was kinda drunk and his red was as red as a tomato...he thought his dad got something on his face or something and so he kept pulling out tissues to wipe his face...but the red colour just wouldn't go away..damn cute..and he speaks chinese...pro man!

this is a not so joee-ish outfit...hohoho...see how long and flat my hair is now...i wanna cut la but sometimes it looks good. i dunno and i couldn't find nice cny clothess laa...*ape ni*

us: teacher, we are one..take one take all...don't separate us...don't want monday class laaa...
mrs.goh: aiyoo...ok la ok laa...u all ar...girls and guys also like this...*crumpled confused face*
us: yay!!!

(okay..this is damn dumb)

our chemistry tuition gang! suppose to wear all red la...yorr...kyle and keeee kiatt!

ahhh...much better...happy cny ma! not yeng laa..gong hei gong hei...=D

yea well, thats about all...not many pictures in my phone though..will post more up when i have the semangat...things seem to be getting better and i am not acting laa B! ahaha..although i know i can win best actress for the oscars...ahhaha...but i'm good...going back hometown on sunday..no astro.no air con. no bed. no entertainment. no shopping complexes. no friends. many deadly mosquitoes. sleeps on the floor with the mosquitoe nets partially protecting us. this is bad..not only mosquitoes can't come in..even the fan couldn't pass through it. hot like hell i tell you..and no fun relatives..i always envy those that look forward to going back hometown and meeting relatives ..how can they actually maintain such relationships...errgh..i do not have nice uncle,aunties and cousins..except mummy's side..they are all living in their world..seriously who sleeps at 8pm and wakes up 3am everyday for god knows why..not like they need to work or anything..their life is all upside down topsy turvy...not to forget that stuck up mind of theirs..even my grandma is more open minded than them..no wonder my cousins hate them..true also..huuu^^ i did not went back last year and is kinda looking forward to going bac i guess..at least i can get angpau's! thats what chinese new year is all about actually...happy cny to all of you!!!

secrets will be revealed...soooner of later...drama's ends and begins..

interesting.

goodbye....

goodnite...

i feeel lost...

come bring me back into my world.

2009-01-19T07:17:00.000-08:00

dengue went away and i'm back!
wahahahahaha..

conclusion,
hospital food sucks..
mosquitoes are dead dangerous...
we should be lucky to have friends...
thanks for coming to visit me and ur caring msges ppl!
i love you all!

post of the 1st school week!

2009-01-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

school has reopen and things couldn't get better..hee..well,its alright...

we got sulo as our class teacher ,

noorliah (again) for physics..issh..,

ganesh for add maths...

jiwa for mod maths...(sloooooowww woman)

kalwant for english! ( my 1st time really learning english! =)

susela for sejarah..(my bedtime story^^)

sherilyn for moral..(OMG! hope she can't remember me.)

chem we got pn.kristina..(hee)

biology suhana..ahha..(i never listen)

pn.noraidah for bm..

pn chow for chinese..(i'm never staying back anymore)

well,thats about all..1st day of school we were in late and everyone grab their ideal seat so we had to sit at the side...its really hard to see from there ..the reflection is horrible..but we sat together..and everyone is paying attention in clas...(wow! since when 5 sigma) ahaha..spm ma...aiyo...i think i have the most kiasu class..well, i am too ...not afraid of admitting it..everyone is trying their best to beat each other at all subjects,fighting for poses in clubs and etc...

so far so good..claire hasn't got back yet though..i wonder where is she...maybe london bridge has fallen down..lol...and there's no more seat for u d! hoor..=D don't emo tau!

been swimming quite alot this week.actually only twice..i'm trying to go everyday but i just couldn't wake up..everytime i get back frm school i see my my bed, i'll faint and go to dreamland like nobodies business..haha..but i swam 10 laps today! thought i would be fiiter but bought a slice of cake after that..it taste so good ppl! haha.. tuitions and hw's are pilling up too...its so tiring..but i feel good!

i kept passing by the place i have been most of my times...

the finger printed windows that i wiped.

the floor that is full of ashes from smoke.

the smell of the place..

all those silly laughters..

crazy business...

familiar friendly looking faces...

i'll miss you all swensens ppl!

i miss eddy! afandi! razi! mac! azmir! choke ming! lim! lim junior! halim!

i'll see you all soon...^^

semangat-eD jo ee!

i love everyone!

hello 2009!

2009-01-04T04:21:00.000-08:00

school's starting tmr and i'm so not ready for it. bought my school bag..its gold.haha..u guys will say that i'm lala again...hee..but i like it..see how long it can stand being so nice and clean..haha.feels like i never rest at all..normally every year end holiday i'll sleep so much...actually all i do is eat and sleep..therefore time passes slower.but its different last year..i worked and go out so much. i'll be out whenever i'm not working.and the number of parties i went and outing i managed to go was so many compared to before..it was such a busy and full filling holiday! kinda meaningful come to think of it..apart from i promised myself to take tuitions,study and etc...hee...was in holiday mood laaa...but this year i'm going to really study ok?! really will..SPM la duhh...it seems like PMR just passed..can i say no to SPM? =(

not to forget to wish all of you happy new year! i know i'm late ..sorry. this is also the 1st year i did not managed to count down..i didn't even realise it was nea year till the fireworks start shooting up to the sky and thankfully there's my B who called and also jon..hee..thank you..and cy all..thank you..sad that i couldn't be there to countdown with u guys though..i really want to..but i can't. daddy said no..and yea..was stuck at home with his friends children and was stuck in the jam while going to pyramid..hoping to squeeze in to see the fireworks..but ended up at the roadside.kinda dumb.but oh well! this is my year my time ppl! i shall ace everything! i hope..but its so hard..

picture time!..only have a few pictures in my phone though..

left swensens..finally. on the 31st of december around 6pm..was tricked by choke ming to go wipe all the glasswares and once i go in the kitchen i was trapped.! omg! they splat whipped cream...hot fudge..caramel n etc. all onto my face and hair..oh my god..i was almost blind! this is what they do to ppl's who leave swensens..their so called swensens shower! hee..it was fun i guess..but i was screaming like hell and msa was happily taking embarassing pictures of me..isshhhh! ahaha..don't hv the pics though..with msa..spend so much time cleaning all the sticky eeky stuff on my hair and it still is sticky till i went home..i didn't get to see eddy when i leave though..i'll miss him..hee but i saw him 2 days after that..he cut his hair..heee...he's a bad boy and when i say bad means gaycheekynaughtyandrealperverted but cute in his way.. all girls like bad boys! haha..hope he doesn't get to see this...after all he was the 1st guy i met in swensens..he interviewed me....hee...

~the last timetable i get to lay my eyes on~

err....go away! haha..but he cooked me the perfect egg!

always there to help. lim aka lim ah long /rempit.
noisiest and craziest and sleepiest and naughtiest!
good luck in ur studies!

er..halim! Mr. good looking
(he thinks he is)
=)

the guys who came and drop off their books. and went to parade with them
not something i would do.
i was the only girl...(help!)
they were in my room! shew shewww!!!

still can't see ur eye!hee young zw!

ccy!

GKB!

attended nisha's sweet 16! the theme was grease..ahha..now i know who's john travolta.hee..the show is ok i guess..we were supposed to dress greas--y but no one really followed. but i tried..i curled my hair all so simply cause i overslept..hee..i think i looked a bit grease..haha..i think...the cake looked cute! was about to get into the taking picture mood when daddy had to come and fetch me home..oh wells, happy birthday nishaa!!!

last but not least happy schooling people!

take note of all the big smiles..i took of my braces! finally! wahahahhahahahhahahahah...

4 more days till i leave..=(

2008-12-27T07:25:00.000-08:00

me and azam.
lim zheng yue and azam

this will be the last day i'll see them...bye guys..it was nice knowing you! =( see u around maybe next year then.haha..azam was super shy when we took picture ..haha...he ran and hide..so cute!!! hee...bye girly eyes of urs..all the best in ur essay and studies doctor azam! (aiya...lupa nak hug) haha..what a day..so much happened..issh. shouldn't have sent tht sms la..i was lazy... i've not slept for so long la. i just wanna sleep.please...issh..start at 10 again tmr..i don't want la..but somehow things tht i heard just now seems to go in my head. yue u too huh?! hee..we are guilty ppl.sorry...but we are kids..

i'm missing a part of me..where can i find it? i wanna close the gap again..i miss you B!

happy boxing day!

2008-12-26T05:38:00.000-08:00

hello people of the world. as u know..hee..i've been gone a while..again..i'm busy at work la..issh..today is my only free night after so long..i worked so hard..but this christmas i actually feel it! 1st time in my life i have the christmas feel. i guess it must be all the ice-creams and happy children faces that made me feel so. i wanted to be santa jo ee and give presents to all good children in the world..i even have all the christmas songs ringing in my head again n again! i feel that my christmas is fullfilled ytd for the 1st time ever! had lunch with my family and shopped a while and worked at night..my schedule was packed but i feel real good about it! i'm loving christmas from now on...=D

now i shall begin updating all that has been going on..

went genting the other day..looks on my parents face..i forced them on all the rides..heee..

not much but me

lim brother's!

asst manager mc sleeeeepinggg!

mc and afandi!

dearest kevin tht is on the airplane now to aus.i'll miss you..when will we meet? didn't know i'll be so sad till the moment we had to say goodbye.i'll always remember u kevin! i love you! the only picture i had..will update more when i get them.tq.

the B and me

happy people!

Iqbal and azmir.he's in ss2 now might be bac though..see our luck la.=D

well.thats about all..hee..i'm lazy...5 more days till i stop working..i'll miss it. all the cleaning up and greetings...this is yet my bestest and most memorable holiday ever! i did not sleep till 12 everyday and yet i worked, sweat, laughed, cried, played, ate, met, enjoyed, loved, smiled, sang and learned all the way! i feel so fullfilled. every second is not waste like my holidays in the past. thank you for teaching me everything ppl. i love you all..i shall end here..my mum lost my IC! omfg! die...haha..but kinda funny.heee..

byeeee ppl!

i'm excited!

thursday!

2008-12-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

just came back after a whole day out. saw my little brother again..he seems smaller then ever! hee..still cute! bought my new hp..finally.haha=) not many models to choose frm but yea..hee..changed to some family line thingy...my phone bill will surely go up up up! prepare to be scolded man..ate sumi-ka just now..its like bbq meat on sticks..so not filling and went bak kut teh after that..so bloated right now..hee..genting has been postponed to tmr..so yea..hee. thats abt all...i'm lazy....

currently lacking the joee-ishness in me.
i'm love sick.=P

2008-12-17T18:53:00.000-08:00

hee...morning ppl!

now i shall begin telling wad happened this few days or maybe this week.haha.

1. the B is off to penang today with delta-ians...uggh all so jealous. i wanna go too!=(

2. bye bye clairey...haha...she's off to london for a month plus..oh so jealous again..this is because i did not go anywhere this holiday..all i did was sleep, eat, shop and work. so tiring..wad a holiday! and life time experience for me.

3.working at swensens is starting to be boring and the chinese boss is really hating me i think...i dunno..i was called cinderella ytd...heee..and he didn't let me eat lunch because i can't find the last thingy in the newspaper..he bullied me because i was forever blurr.oh wells...i'm leaving soon and i don't have to care so much abt him...i sure will miss everyone there...

there's..

eddy. (asst.manager )..sabah-ian..looks kinda good.and is really nice to me.hee=)thank you!

mc (asst.manager )..kinda nags at me but doesn't mean it.i dunno i just can't differentiate his serious and kidding face..it looks the same to me..i'm sorry for everything mc! he's cute in some way..he's short.haha=)

afandi (supervisor) aka botak.hee..andrew koay says he's cute.haha..i think so too..well,for a malay..hee..always ''issh-ing'' and playing around..good friends with eddy..really nice guy.

razi (supervisor ) haha..dark malay..hahha..straightened hair..i always wanted to ask but..ahha..nvm..1st impression to me was tht he's scary! but after that i got to know him..he's nice after all...i can really talk to him and he too thought me many stuff's.thank you! and teasing me..hahah..will not go watch movie with you but will meet up when i have time la.haha.

azmir ( supervisor) has a form 5 gf.hahah..he was the 1st supervisor on my 1st day of work.he's kinda nice..hee..everyone is nice here..except C.C.M! issh..

azam (fountain guy) really nice to me when i 1st saw him..treat me ice creams all the time..and now i hv to eat ice cream everyday..oh my..so fattening. has really nice eyes..girlish eyes to be exact..i think he's attractive somehow.hee.and he's going to be a doctor..O.O...cool ey!

zheng han (part timer) tall, thin and fair.haha.super thin to be exact..bone--y!! eats alot..can never be full..takes real good care of me.and well is sweet.haha. can u like don't go study?hmm...

zheng yue (part timer) same age as me..msa thinks he's cute.haha..no comment..he's alrighty i guess...now i get to know him...more...i always win you! muahahaha...

aizat (part timer)short thin fella...kinda nice to talk to..always sms-ing he's beloved..hahha(honey who ar)haha..he's scary when he really gets mad though..eee...

fairuz (part timer) a marketing manager who stoppped working a while due to economy crisis in his dad's company..loves to learn and is gelabah if customers are around..chill la..ahha..sounds wise and i like talking to him.haha..he's far away uncle is our agong now..wooo!!! cool ey!

iqbal (part timer) azam's brother..looks elder though..has moustache! ahha..a little..and real big girlish eyes too! he's alright..but is always sick...sick boy la ni...hee..

halim (part timer) macam romeo all the time..perasan and love sweet talking girls..but a nice guy.hee..always thinks he's the best looking person around.haha..

nash (part timer) named karen by C.C.M.dunno why.err..tries to cheer us up whenever its busy or all of us are stressed up....thts all.

kamal.(part timer) has a tongue piercing..haha..slightly curly but nice hair..don't really talk much but is always late..haha..hey have a quote for him ''kalau lambat mesti kamal,kalau kamal mesti lambat''.hee..

msa..will see you soon..in school.hahah

david..will see u back in school too!.hahaha

kitchen chef's(dunno ur names) are nice too! hee..i lapar...!haha..

well,thts about all i can't remember la.ahaha..will add on more if i remember.hee...will take picture's witht evryone of them b4 i leave..i will surely miss them all..really will...haih. we shall meet up sometime...i have alot of malay friends now..cool ey!

4.missed out on so many outing's with friends because of work..feels like i dunno u guys anymore..i dunno anything.i miss u all though..i wanna go too..but..the day isn't right.hope u guys will miss me too.!=)

5. the jon tht is i dunno somehow not so close to me anymore..i don't like it.i missed u much..hope the promises we made will always be true.i remember everything we went through and yea.i will always do.

6. year end sales! i go shopping every weekend and see ppl all busy buying clothes..but this year i just don't have the mood of being crazy and shop alot..things tht i see i dun really want it and things tht i want to find can never be found..haha..frustrating and dumb..but yea...joee-ish clothes are not available la...i shall wait. and the mng bag is 189 now.hehe..thanks jon..but i dun really think its nice anymore.haha.everytime i see something after a few times..i dun like it anymore.haha..

7. kevin is leaving all of us on the 26th of december.i will really miss u.u were there for me in the past and could not now because we are not so close anymore..but days we've spend in the past 3 years are happy and carefree days of mine where i could complain and tell u everything n u were always there helping me with all ur wise opinions..hard to find someone like you..hope u'll be happy in Aus..and don't forget me k! i love u kevin.hee..hope B won't mind. i will see u on ur farewell thingy...=)

8. i made these cute little wire like thingy's in my aunts hse the other day..damn cool! its is only made our of wires and coloured with nail polish..nice ey?!i like em all! hee..spend time with my cousin's tht day..cousin's frm penang was kinda sad..dunno why..they used to be so hyper and the younger used to be a threat to me but now..they seemed grown up and i dunno..haha..and ju shin is forever liking all the celebrities and jevin is well..tall and still him!.hee...

9. mum lost her hp. parents found out abt sis's hp and her bf i guess..oh..damn disgusting! she even used my fon to sms him!..issh..my dad scold and lectured me for one hour tht day after a tiring day at swensens..i dun understand. he's all bad mood because of them and let it all out on me.wtf! crazy fella.he even slapped me because i answered him back..he has no sense sometimes and this time its really not my fault..isssh..tht was a depressing day for me but now everythins's alright.hee=) don't worry.

10. pay day coming! haha..i dreamt tht my salary was 972 bucks! haha..so silly of me.i wish i can get so much but...haha..oh well.this holiday is coming to and end and i hv not been studying at all.i thought i will but i didn't....n now i'm worried as spm is next year..i do not know what sublects i should be taking..all i like is playing and sleeping and kinda creative sometimes..i want to be an advisor...ahha..i dunno i just like to comment on stuff..haha..

wow! what a long post..hee..leaving to genting soon..issh.my dad is isn't back...i know u all miss me and know i shall post a picture of myself! haha..hee..bye ppl!

2008-12-17T09:10:00.000-08:00

iits been sometime since i've been blogging i'm sure u ppl hv been missing me as much as i do. well,many things had happened. i lost some and gain some..but well.at least now i know better.i'm a smarter person. i think. but things tht happened just hits me really strongly and somehow i can't take this all alone.i missed u..and u..and u alot.haih.i shall continue some other day..i feel sick.

joee..
feeling sicky..

Friday !

2008-12-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

i shall write abt last friday..hee...worked frm 10 in the morning til 5 and met B after tht...hang out a while went back home n changed n prepared to go out with andy and charlyne..oh my! because of me being so rushed...i suddenly felt like shitting..ahhaha...and did not hv time to be well prepared to go out...i was rushed by andy so many times and finally he arrived at 7 and we headed 2 pyramid..by the time we reached is already 7.15 and our movie is at 7.40...as usual we can never decide where to take our dinner..we headed to KFC to take a quick dinner(i made the decision) ...i tell u they can never make decision...everytime its me...haiyooo....i'm like the princess man! hee=) sorry guys...i also DECIDED to eat bbq plaza after the movie..hahaha.again...i'm the decision maker...hee

watched wild child after tht..was a bit late..the movie was quite ok i guess...a chick flick! andy watched it too..i think guys like chick flicks! haha=) no offence..

went to bbq plaza after that...i think tht eating there is like dumping ur money into the sea...the serving was supposed to be for 2 person but its so little ...issh...and expensive...i ordered ice blended something and charlyne ordered ice blended orange juice..ahhaha...mine melts so easily and hers although put under heat will not melt...kononnya ur too hot for the drink ey darling! hhaha...i'm hotter ...!cheyy...hahah...thanks to my smartness we created garlic chilli padi porridge! ahha..it taste not bad k! not really counted as porridge though..its still rice...can't be cook into porride laa...hahaha...oh well, we enjoyed it...i like dumping eveyrthing into the soup and grilling everything! waahhahah...i'm like a clown to them tht day and oh so tired too...i think singapore has really good food is it? ppl can become bigger in size there...hoor? ahhaha...sorry..but its no good...eat healthyly la..keep fit dear...ahahha..din mean to insult u or anything but...hahhah...still...hee...thts all for now...

i shall see u next year charlyne dear!

taa...surrenly not in the mood...many decisions and steps to take...

i don't wanna make the wrong choice.

i miss you.

super gay shit...

2008-12-04T05:14:00.000-08:00

i hate you stupid choke ming! who are u to say i am a small girl...say i walk like a one..talk like one..and everything i do makes me become one...so what if i am! i'm happy with who i am...at least i'm not a stupidcrazymaniacgayshitsinglebrainlessuglydumbdude! u shall go to hell and die there...i did not do anything..why can't u just leave me alone..who ask u to keep looking at wad i do..i was so tense and so scared and thts why i can't do my job well...tht made me do several mistakes which resulted in a few wrong orders...luckily fandi helped to cover up for me..but still...i do not walk like a kindergardener! i wish u just stay single for the rest of ur life..no gay man will ever want u anyways...i was so wrong for thanking u on my last few posts...i was so naive..now i know.u are so mean.u stupid man! talking abt u makes me tired..why should i waste time and energy on ppl like u..oh..so dumb..bye peeps..

my 1st unhappy day of work.

joee is not a small girl.

ppl like me for who i am n there's ntg u can do abt it!

blueks!

i miss u baby...

harry yang zhen wei

2008-12-03T10:10:00.000-08:00

hee...i dunno wad am i doing..
he ask me to...haha
i shall introduce my very boring and helpful friend to u..

his name is yang zhen wei...

age: 16

race: chinese(buddha)(guan yin)

abilities: being dumb and lame..

personality : silly ,caring(he ask me to put one), funny

sense of style : tight fitting small shirts...(i dunno why)haha

specs : currently wearing contacts...(hee wanna be handsome wor..)

house: hang lekir

celebrity look alike : jay chou(he says)haha..

wish for : adidas and nike's...

height : short(ahha)

body size : moderate...not well build(omg..u gonna kill me)

perasanness :thinks tht he's cute while closing his eyes..hahah..but got wrinkles la aiyoo..ahahhaha

loves : girls...flirting...being uttterly lame...trying to act cool..and the list goes on and on..

ex'es : 1(should not be named)

class : 6K/2004, 3 eta/2007, 4 sigma/2008

thts abt all..ahahha..can't really think..ahha..i knew him since form one and we used to play together i guess and i called him up instead of GKB tht time..hahah...thts the only thing i can remember..and he said he has a crush on me for 1 week(wad the)during form 1..became class monitor only this year..hahah..has a great big gang of gay friends..love going around..won 1st prize for SMK SU's yearly cross country race and is famous for tht i think..hhaha...and has great results ever since i dunno when...a straight A's student..bright...charming...doesn't take much tuition..and is very perasan and loves camwhoring!

thts all i can think now..ahhaha..i'm sorryy...now i shall present a picture of him to u all...ccy tmr la..very tired d.hahahah..sorry..

taadaaahhh yang zhen wei!

hahahah...bye peeps..

signing off...my shoulders super pain d.

2008-11-29T05:39:00.000-08:00

jian shen...=) poser la you..damn romeo...super leng cai one!
mum and lil bro...(gonna cry again)

crying...eeee...don't laa...(scared of u d laa)

damn adorable man!

brotherrs...hehe..jia shen and jian shen

the only picture i hv with him..i wasn't even ready..issh..

1 ....erica brought lil bro and jian shen over early morning today..

it was so early..and i slept 2 something last night..so tired.everyday

is a tired day to me..due to all the work i do..working at swensenss...

2. i don't wanna do closing d laa...really super tiring..

3. fandi...don't force me to do so much anymore please...

4. and THANK YOU LIM ZHENG HAN for everything..

5. thank you Mr.choo for changing the time for me(again)

6. i don't care..u cannot go both placess!

thts all for now..hee=) don't hv much time infront of the computer these a days..but working at swensens is fun...at times..hee=) makes me feel tht my holiday is great ...i haven done any studying though..i want to..but hee..tht will wait.hahaha.cousins coming back next friday..ooo..can't wait to see wad and how they are now...

bye ppl!..

jo ee sigining off.

mashed potato=kentang lenyek(haha)

and lim senior is cuter then lim junior msa!(david agreeed!)=)

hie...welcome to swensens...

2008-11-20T23:49:00.000-08:00

Hie..welcome to swensens....thts wad i say everytime...hee=)

working at swensens is alright..i dislike wiping the chairs...eeek! and msa i don't like ur supervisor...and my boss Mr.chu is alright i guess..he criticised malays infront of all the malay workers today...damn cool! he said ''malays are damn stupid because of themselves!'' ooo...haha...and the malay workers don't even dare say a word. and i like the bald supervisor...hee..sorry(don't know ur name)

my hands are so tired and my legs need real good massage ! anyone care to help=)..and my shirt is super big! ahaha..tmr's my 1st day working at night and sunday i don't hv to go dinner and see the witches because i hv to work! darn i'm lucky! hee..

one more thing..i desperately need a new phone..daddy please...i'll be good..=(

oh well,gtg to rest....i think i really am getting old..back ache..and i hate you leaving to melaka!

oh ya ! and i missed him! omg i should have read newspaper that day! so unlucky!!!! errgh! my ming dao!

bye ppl!

arms tearing apart...

so tired.

i still miss you.

sheww! get out of my house!

2008-11-14T04:46:00.000-08:00

did not have time to blog ytd.

oh well,ytd was another bad day for me...not really bad but yea...really unlucky

because of some misunderstanding.

walk out of my hse.

stood waiting for him under a tree.

the rain poured heavily.

was all wet...

went back and dried myself.

took a tiring walk to the bus stop.

we got on the wrong bus.

stop in the middle of no where

took another super tiring walk to pyramid.

hurt my leg,

stepped on my shoe instead.

bought tickets.

watched HSM3 (too musicaal)

walked around.

bought an over priced hairclip.

took another bus.

walked home in the rain.

lucky u were there.

msa came.(so sorry)

followed claire to shu's party.

claire's bro took the wrong turning

went a big round.

stole hugs and kisses in the car=)

missed the surprise(kinda)

ate alot.

watched saw V(crazy show)

went home..

nagged by aunts and

DONE!

everything seem so unlucky but i admit it was alright because U were there( i miss you) and classmates who were really nice in the party.i love you guys!

today was rather dull,

bugged by aunts..a.k.a witches.

the stupid sister who's acting so bossy all day,

handphone is officially spoiled!

lost contact with the stupid fat boy!

aunts who couldn't shut up!

uncle who think he's so smart.

i'm so pissed la!

good thing is...
my parents will be back in hours time...heee=) not really in a mood to smile but its alright..
parents back=better life
=better food
=air con
=tv
=souveniors( maybe )
=new phone..(pls daddy)
=no freedom

i'm so freaking pissed at YOU la!
don't leave me hanging here!
i hate waiting for you!
i'm sick and tired of it!
no more stupid gay sleepovers!
no more futsal!
start listening to me!
come back now!
u might not be able to see nor talk to me for the rest of the holiday.

i wanna thank you claire for being my transport this week..hehe..wouldn't know what to do without you!

jo ee,
really unhappy now.
i wanna be happy.

2008-11-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

hehe..went lunch with dacky's but not all of them i guess..haha..it was alright..quite cool! hahha...picturesss...hahha..good luck for ur acc ppl. taa=)

oh ya...thank you jon! hahaha..remember wad i want ar! hehe..taa=) tmr's a busy day for me.
hope witches will just shut up.i don't care about what u say...i was real GOOD today!

j.e.
hehe
going to watch the shooow!!

CLUMSY is my miDDle name

2008-11-11T01:07:00.000-08:00

arrrrghhh!!
i don't think there's anyone as clumsy as me. =( sobs...

it all began this early morning...ring ring! claire called.hehe..sorry claire i'm not going to aquaria...was actually planning to teman baby with his friends and to get my moonlight resonance disc tht i'm dying to watch!! uggh...why did u lose it? hmm...sobs..another SIGN.haha..

fall asleep again after that.joanna msged me and alot more..i put the stupid phone on my hand but still couldn't sense a sound. haha..seriously fainted man..

815 ring ring! awaken by ccy! remember to bring thumbdrive yea? okay..continue sleeping...and i did.woke up a few minutes later and realise it was really late...so i got up ..wash up and put on a shirt and pants..who would ever know tht so many thigns will happen...

3rd time..ring ring! ccy again..bring school shirt for nisha and msa yea...so i went and look all over my house for it..as u noe..witches are around and so i found out that my ''SMART'' uncle hid my clothes under my sisters school bag..OMG! i look high and low for it..can't blame me..ugggh..so annoying..

after that i quickly swallowed all my chee cheong fun which i was suppose to enjoy slooooowly and 4th time...ring ring..it was msa...joee...faster come..we leaving to aquaria d...changed of plans..omg! i did not know wad was happening and was like kinda relieve tht i dun have to rush so much anymore..i finished my food and rang cal to walk me to school.

we were enjoying ourselves...except the super heavy text books part and upon reaching school saw zarul and khaled in the bus waving to us..they were leaving...byeeee! hahha..and then the climacs!!

the stupid guard did not let me in coz i was wearing t-shirt and pants.. wad nonsense! and so i wore cal's shirt over and he was busy looking for pants for me..called everyone possible..even patrick..heee=) i know i can never fit into ur pants nor ur sis..hahha...finally got the pants frm yew han and put them on. the crazy guard did not let cal in because he has no reason to go in.damn stupid..ugggh he had to climb in..so sorry B!

i went to the teacher's office accompanied by jon..TQ. and found out tht i left 4 books at home..eeerrggghhhhhh!...there i stood so lost and helpless but still no one came to save me...so mean..=(

cal cycled and walked me back home to get my books...mind u..although it doesn't seem far but going so many rounds really can make me crazy! i was so tired..and i have to listen to someone being all angry and pissed at me. i really cannot remember to bring la! uggh..i thought i have all the books but i didn't...i'm always so silly la..really mad at myself at times..especially this time..now i know the greatness of a car! hmm..i do! i will wanna marry you my dream car...

i got home and took out everything i have in the cupboard and taaadaaah! i found my long lost books..oh god.met cal and walked back to school..i was so tired..haih...did not want to go pass the stupid crazy maniac guard anymore and decided to climb in through the back gate..it was so scary..so not jo ee-ish..i don't wanna climb anymore..

later on, i passed up the books and realise the only book i lost was sejarah and EST..hehe..pn.sulo did not realise EST though so i payed for the sejarah text and left....this is really embarassing..rachael priya saw me climbing with the *missing text* face ever! i was so scared to climb back out la..i couldn't even reach the ground..=( and still no superman to save me..haih.

i left all relieved after that and couldn't stop blaming myself for being so silly and dumb for everything that had happened today..went to ed's place to give the invitation for Tan Peng Chui's wedding...to all SIGMA-IANS,we are all invited to her wedding ceremony i think on the 29th of november..please take note! and erik where's my paper! i want it back!=) heeee

reuben fetched me frm ed's place and i headed home..

rest for an hour and went tuition after that.tuition was okay i gues..i don't think i can do it d..hehe..edward sama gang la..hhaha.. and here i am writing about wad happened today..i was so damn stupid la...my god..gtg sauna..=) haha..

i miss you too charmaine...this is random.hahha..we go karaoke again la..but don't learn jay chou song ar..i need someone to accompany me while they are at it.=D haha..see you around.

jooooo e,
mosquitoes are killing ..

yay! done!